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Missed Opportunity

I told them I was going into the bushes to take a leak. Billy said he needed to go also. While we were peeing, Billy suddenly said he thought I had a nice penis and he wished he could see how big it was when I had a hard on. Thinking he was just kidding around ,I responded he should come over to my house someday after school,and he could see how big it gets when I jerk myself off. I would love to he replied just tell me when, but don't say a word to Paul. Realizing he was serious, I thought it might be fun to have him watch. I had been masturbating for many years and had never imagined doing it for some one else's pleasure. I told him to come over to my house the next day after school as my parents both worked, and I knew we would be alone and he agreed. Billy arrived about 3o'clock. We went straight to my bedroom.I knew just what I was going to do because I had thought about it all night.Without saying a word I proceeded to remove my pants and jockey shorts then sat on the edge of the bed and and laid back. Billy took his place standing in front of me at the end of the bed. I then put my fingers in my mouth and smeared them with my saliva which I then coated my shaft. I slowly started to stroke my penis over my circumsized head and all the way down the shaft. I looked up at Billy his eyes were fixed on my thing. It was then that he said that it was even bigger than his brothers. I asked if he had watched his brother jack off.He sad he hadn't,but that they slept in the same room and his brother sometimes would have a hard on when he woke up. Just then he asked if he could touch my penis. This was not what I had planned, it had never been touched by anyone else. Yes I heard myself say. I shut my eyes and took my hands and placed them by my sides. My whole body shuddered with complete arousal when I felt not only one but both his hands slide down the length of my shaft.After a few more strokes I was whimpering like a baby. I don't know how I kept from exploding. Just when I thought I had felt it all, my penis was nearly totally engulfed in his warm wet mouth. This was more than I could take and I erupted like a volcano in his mouth the amount of cum was more than he could handle and came spurting out onto my belly. I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to wipe myself off. That's when the thought of what happened hit me. I thought I had become gay. I got scared and screamed for him to leave. For weeks I avoided him.All sorts of crazy thoughts went thru my mind, but in the end the feeling of my first blow job took over and I called Billy and apologized and invited him back. over several months we together. We would both get naked, unlike the first time when Billy staid fully clothed. We would sometimes masturbate each other, which I agreed to do after some reluctance. Billy also had a circumcised dick nearly as big as mine but I didn't have an urge to really touch him. I was still paranoid about the gay thing. I only masturbated him to insure that he would continue to suck me off. That was to be my undoing because when I continued to refuse to blow him. He stopped coming over. It's been 10 years since. I moved out of state and got married. Recently I have started to fantasize about me and Billy I find myself wondering what it would have been like to have put his in my mouth and suck him till he filled my mouth with his cum. I have never had a gay experience since then and have no desire to suck anybody else's penis, but if Billy were to walk through my bedroom door I would fall to my knees in front of him.Slowly unzip him and allow his pants to fall to his ankles. I would grab the waist band of his shorts with my teeth and pull them down allowing his penis to rub across my face. Once his shorts were at his ankles I would return to his dick and allow it to slide all the way to the back of my throat. Then I would proceed to swirl my tongue around the head and gently down the shaft. Finally I would suck the entire length till it erupted and filled my mouth with his hot load that I would slowly swallow entirely. If only I felt this way then.

Jacking with my Assistant Principal

I am a senior and ready to graduate in one more semester. I have been jacking off for over six years and do it daily, usually right after school and before I head off for work at a store. About three months ago I noticed that I was jacking off and thinking about one of my schools Assistant Principals (we have four). He is the youngest administrator and all of the girls are in love with him. He is single and dresses very nicely. I have seen him in the weight room after school working out and he is hot. Even now, in mid winter, he is tanned and fit. Today we hit the showers at the same time, although I went into a bay next to the one he was in. It is an old shower room and I was actually looking across the top of a shoulder height wall at him. He could not see my mid-section. We talked as we soaped up. Our conversation went all over the place from school to sports to plans for the future, etc. At the very beginning of our conversation, I had a huge fat hard on. I actually started to finger my penis just like in my private masturbation sessions. By the time we were through, I had cum on my side of the wall. Next time I see him in the weight room, I will make sure I shower right next to him. I won't jack off, but I want to have a better image of him naked for my private masturbation sessions.

Walking Walker

The other day me and my friend were walking one of the trails near my house. Much to my surprise my friend told me he had to take a leak and "whipped" out his penis and started urinating right at the spot we were at. Anyway, I saw his penis which I had never saw before and then he was done and he zipped up his pants and we kept walking. However I was still thinking about it and thought about it til that night and I of course masturbated but that's not the end of the story. I couldn't get that day out of my mind so I decided I would try to re-create it. That weekend I called my friend and suggested we go walking again but before we went I gave him tons of soda and punch which he drank all up so the plan was working. Anyway when we got to the trail sure enough he had to pee. So he unzipped his pants and pulled his penis out and that's when I without asking reached over and held it, but he got upset and walked away. I didn't see him at all til Monday at school and, he didn't talk to me that entire week. So anyway, Friday comes around and I'm feeling like a jerk. That night the phone rang and it was my friend and he acted as if nothing happened and wanted me to go on a walk that night so we met at the park with our flashlights and walked the trail. Halfway through my friend unzipped his pants and shined his flashlight on his penis and he said "play with it" and for the next half hour I played with his penis we stopped and went to his home where I did the same. He ejaculated on my hand and we never mentioned it until 2 weeks later when we did the same thing. So, about every 2 weeks or so, I've been masturbating my friend with nothing in return. I wonder what I've gotten myself into?

Not All Encounters Are Good.

I came out in the late 60's and got into the gay scene and had my share of fun,sex and frivolity but after 5 years or 6 years I got sick of it. The constant sexual overtones, bitching, backstabbing, and dizzy queens finally shat me off. I was at a loose end and travelled between work and home for 2 more years. The body was going into an unfit ruin and I wanted male company but I did not want the gay scene again. After a little bit of thought the problem was solved, I decided to take up martial arts. A karate dojo was not far from home. I bought a uniform and started training. Male company was there. I got some fitness back into the body. The gay sexual overtones was now replaced with straight talk. Most of the time the conversation was on some subject other than sex. This suited me fine. After some 18 months of training, I was on the wrong end of some karate take downs, but judo break-falls saved me from any serious injury. I trained for 3 years in judo as a child. Wanting to find out how judo knowledge remained, judo was now added to the karate. I was now training 5 days a week. The times when I wanted sex masterbation was good enough. Things stood like this for more than 10 years. I now had 1st degree black belt in judo and karate. I loved the training. Fitness was now well and truely athletic. I was too good to last. My gob threw a spanner in the works and now I was told I had to work until 8 pm in the evenings. So much for the judo and karate. After some haggling with the boss I was allowed to use flexitime for work. I could now vary my start and finish times for work provided I worked the the required hours. Fitness was the next problem. Fortunately there was a 24 hour gym near work so I booked in and started a fitness and weight gain routine. So, I would arrive at the gym at 5.30 am change and warm up and start training by six. Again training five days a week, after some months a new person "Steve" was at the check-in counter. I was quite surprised by the amount of muscle bulk he had. To put it simply the personalities clicked and I would give him a cheery comment as I checked in for training. The sexual interest is intense but it fades away after a few weeks. This has happened quite often before when I meet a sexy looking guy in the course of training. Weight training continued and I managed to put on some muscle. One morning I arrived and Steve, looked totally stuffed and I asked him what the problem was. He said he just started cutting up for a body building competition and he was on the back end of a 14 hour shift behind the counter. I made the comment that 14 hour shifts are not going to help competition chances. If Mick or Pete "the owners of the gym" saw him like this they would probably sack him. The fact that Steve got second place in the state body building titles should give you an idea of his physic. We both knew from experience that Mick or Pete would start the next shift at 8am. So to help him out I said that I would delay my workout by an hour and a half. To kill this time we would have a good old fashioned talking session to keep him awake. Flexitime for my own job would take up the lost time. During this time Steve got himself half reasonable for the shift change over. This little trick was a resounding success. To thank me for this assist, Steve would abandon the check-in counter for five minutes or so to spot me for the bench press. Again he was risking dismissal if Mick or Pete found out about this. Also we would have another talk fest if he had problems or wanted to kill time. Virtually any thing was discussed including sex "always from a straight point of view" Occasionally he would show me a sneak preview of his abdominals or chest if his training was going well. Although, he did not know this at the time it was a good shot for the old gonads. It was during one of these talk sessions that the problems began. I asked what made him angry or upset and he said that he was very easy going and had only one problem in this regard. The girl !! Any one who consistently trained in any vocation soon learns about the personalities of his or her fellow training crew. That was all that was needed to be said and I knew exactly who he was talking about. I was not surprised that the trouble extended to the front counter as well. The girl was a female body builder who wanted max muscle at the cost of being very rude. The only thing good about her was her physic and her workouts. Need that vital plate for your heavy set, the girl has it "end of story". She had the same personality as the back end of an old cow. I told Steve that you could put a bomb under me and still not upset me but I had to admit that the girl was getting on my nerves. Jokingly, I also said that if you had sex with it she would clamp her legs and crush it out of spite. Steve agreed on this last comment. Next day I checked as usual and Steve started talking about some woman who tried to get him into the solarium for sex at 3am in the morning. He said that managed to resist the attempt but it left him feeling quite randy. This little snippet of information did not help me at all and it took some time to settle down to the point where I felt safe enough to start my workout. Once into the workout I soon forgot about it and concentrated on my training. Again the next time I checked in, I said good morning to Steve but as I was leaving the counter his only comment was "gee I got to get a good dick or I will go crazy" Up until this stage, Steve had been coming across absolutely straight. I thought of offering him a head job but the last thing was any kind of trouble. Martial arts or no martial arts that amount of muscle mass demands respect!! So I went straight for the toilets and masterbated. The workout was now completely destroyed. The my body was feeling it would have been extremely dangerous to use my normal weights. To kill time I stepped through the workout routine with all weights reduced by half. This theme was repeated with small variations for the the next four days with progressive gay leanings from Steve. Proper workouts were impossible. Finally I called him down into the gym an told him that I was gay. I did not offer him sex in any shape or form however. His comment was "how could be one of those? I have seen poofters before, you don't act like them" I told him that for every 2 dizzy queens there was at least one who cant be read at all. I also explained that he has been putting me through a sexual grinder for the last week and that I couldn't take much more. Just imagine if a really sexy looking female let it be known that she might be available for good sex. How would you feel? Steve then started to panic about his job, thinking I might put in complaint to Mick or Pete. I reassured him that I would not do this and I would not blackmail into sex over his job. Training the next day, Steve was at the counter as usual. There was no mention about the previous day's proceedings. Obviously he wanted to forget about it and so did I. As the weeks progressed Steve started to do more day shifts and I saw him far less often It got to the stage where I was lucky to see him once a month. Due to very unusual circumstances at work one day, I had to start at 6am but I could finish at around 3 in the afternoon. So I decided to train at that time and Steve was at the counter. We exchanged pleasantries and told him that I wanted to get the workout started before the afternoon rush. I went into the change rooms and Steve followed me in. He sat down and took off his track suit top and gave me a full display of competition standard back and shoulders. It just about sent me through the roof. Halfway through this routine he remembered what has happened before and both of us bolted from the change rooms. Later I went back to the toilet and masterbated. Later during my reduced workout he came into the gym and apologized for his conduct. I still trained in the mornings and never saw Steve again at the counter although I knew through gossip that he was still employed at the gym. My gym membership fees were due and in my lunch time I decided to make a quick visit to the gym to pay them. Again, Steve was at the counter. As we were talking and Steve was organizing the payment, I noticed that he was wearing a loose track suit. Other things were happening as well, Steve was becoming sexually aroused. The best looking thing appeared with a generous wet patch at tip where it pressed the loose pants. This wet patch seemed to grow as I watched it. Steve was caught between trying to hide it and giving it a good rub. Unfortunately Steve was quite unable to leave the counter. The lunch time workout customers were coming in. Pete was also at the counter sizing a replacement cable for one of the machines. I told Steve that I had a sudden and urgent need to use the facilities and I left. On returning to the counter Steve was not there and I asked Pete where he was. Pete said that Steve had suddenly taken quite ill and had to take the afternoon off and he was taking over Steve's shift. Pete seemed to be some what stunned by this sudden turn of events. After being told of this I left the gym and went back to work. That was the last time I ever saw Steve. A few days later, the gossip was about that Steve was leaving the gym. This was remarkable news. Over the last 3 years, Steve had become quite an icon in the place. There was more news... Steve was also giving up body building. There was to be a small party to wish Steve all the best for the future. I did not attend. I felt that enough damage had been done. If I had a bad time over this sexual incident, Steve had it far worse. I could not imagine anything more distressing than a change in sexual polarity for a straight. I often wonder... Was it a joke on Steve's behalf that went horribly wrong? Or did I give myself away before the confession? Maybe Steve had subconscious gay leanings. I can only speculate on this matter. So, there it ends... not all gay encounters are happy ones where both parties get it off.

My Turn

My best friend and I have always been around each other in the nude. When I was 12 I spent the night at his house and woke up to him shaking the bed. I questioned him and he asked me if I ever jacked off. He then reached over and jacked me off, and I came for the first time on my stomach. I was very freaked out, but wanted to try it again the next night. We played truth or dare and he dared me to try it, and I did as he watched. We progressed to the point that every time we were together we ended up naked. Usually we used competition to determine the nights activity. I he beat me at tennis or some video game I would have to suck him and masturbate whenever he told me to. We would be hanging out with friends and have this running inside competition. One night several of us were spending spring break together, and he made me suck him off and masturbate till I came right in the middle of the room with four of our friends. One other guy woke up and watched me masturbate. I gave him head so he wouldn't tell the other guys. That made me so horny that I blew them both and let them watch me every night of that vacation. I love being watched.

Another Shave and ....

We eye-balled each other all last evening working out on the machines, then we both ended up in with the free weights. We smiled as he asked me if I wanted to spot him. It took me 20 minutes of inhaling his very ripe (and exciting) body odor to realize it had that "post coital" quality that almost sent me over the edge. As he fought through on the last bench press he said, "Nice boner". and it was the first time I realized I had gotten stiff. I blushed, but I noticed his shorts were full as I helped him get the bar back onto the stand. As he sat up, I told him I thought I was done working out and was "heading for the shower". He looked at me and said, "I am in kind of a hurry, so I am going to skip the shower, but do you want to join me for a drink?" I was more than game to join him. We both dressed quickly (I noticed I was pretty ripe too) and were heading for our cars when he said he had a well stocked bar at home and told me to follow him. Boy did I! It was about five miles to his place and he had to pull over several times to let me catch up with his Audi Roadster, but we got to his VERY NICE condo. His bar was nicely stocked and he insisted I have a large Long Island Ice Tea. As we got near the bottom of our first drink, he asked me if I was too warm. I said I was a bit warm, thinking he would turn down the heat. Instead, he reached over and started to unbutton my shirt. I gulped down the last of my Tea and, because I hadn't had anything to eat since breakfast and the alcohol was way in my head, I reached for his. In no time we were both naked and he noticed I hadn't shaved my body since he had done me last week in the shower at the gym. "Man, you have to keep up with your shaving. I had better do you now." He took my hand and led me into his bedroom where he through back the covers and layed me down. In no time he was back with a razor and warm musk oil. As he rubbed me down from face to feet with the oil, he said, "This is much better than soap or shaving cream." I agreed. The smell of the musk oil mixed with my sweat was heavenly. Add in his post-coital aroma... MMMmmm. I could hardly breath with the heavy manly scent in the room that night. He shaved my face first and kissed me when he was done. Then my chest and belly. When he had reached my pubic area, he turned around and I had his balls and butt hanging over my face (that aroma was fantastic too) before he moved away and started shaving my legs. Finally he was at my groin again and he was hanging over me again. I don't know how he managed to shave me without cutting my shaft off because I was licking his ass and sucking on his balls the whole time. When he had finally finished with my penis, balls and pubes, he sucked me dry. I came like never before. He, however, never came, despite my working his manhood for a good half hour. After he had my full load in his mouth, he pulled his stick from my mouth, turned around, smiled down at me and swallowed my cum. "Time to get that back side of yours shaved." I rolled over and he oiled me up from head to foot again. I must admit that I drifted off a bit as he shaved my back and the back of my legs. I did come around as he gently slapped my butt and told me "Better get this up so I can get to it." I got into a classic doggie as he oiled my ass one more time. He shaved me quickly, then oiled it again, slipping his finger into my hole. That was the first time anyone else's finger had ever gotten into me, and I moaned with pleasure. Over the next twenty minutes, he worked his way gently up to three fingers in there. I was moaning with pleasure the whole time. By the time he got his shaft into me, we both had raging hard-ons. I came on his sheets just about the time he came in me.

Tight Jean Cream

I like wearing tight Levis, and I know some other boys started to follow me after school, including a new boy. The other boys joked that my jeans must "suck me off" on the way home. The new boy stayed with me and helped me do some chores at my hose. I could fix my jeans so the zipper would slide down easily on its own. I pretended not to pay attention. I started to get another erection, pushing my Jockeys out and up. Jay asked if I liked to wrestle, and I said sure. He said the loser would have to do something. I said OK. He grabbed me around the waist and pulled me down. His hand was on my boner, and I faked trying to get away. He won and told me to get my penis back in my jeans, zip up and rub, until I had a "wet dream" inside my Levis. I did it and that was the first time I ever creamed my jeans for another boy. I beat him later. We were glad no girls caught us in the garage!

Male to Male

I just had my first experience with another guy, I was in the men's room at the gym and I had to pee in the worst I way,was holding it for hours and I did not have a chance to pee all day at work since everything was going wrong today, I wanted to leave work fast to go to the gym to work out, but I headed straight to the men's room, I almost did not make it I had to pee so bad, I was standing at the urinal and took out my penis and just stood in front of the urinal and expressed a sound of relief since I just stated to pee, and another guy was standing next to me, said you have to pee don't I you,said oh yes in the worst way, as I was standing there peeing for about 10 mins this other guy came over to me and asked me if he could hold my penis while I pee,he said a guy that has to pee turns him on, I never thought about it till he put his warm hands on my penis while I was peeing and he stood next to me and joined me in peeing, I was so aroused after I peeed he started to jerk me off and then the door to the men's room opened and we went into a stall and he sucked my penis and I grabbed his balls and started to jerk him off, he was much bigger and hairy than I am, and I shot my load in his mouth and he shot his load in my hands, we agreed to meet tomorrow at the gym and he asked me if I can hold my pee again for him, I don't know if I can do it, I had to go so bad, I guess I can have a few beers before I meet him tomorrow, usually after 3 beers I have to go, I just got divorced 6 weeks ago and to tell you the truth I loved being with another guy it was such a turn on for me, I hope we meet again, I would love to pee all over his penis and body.

Caught By Brothers

I have been caught jacking off twice so far and they were by my brother and my best friend's brother. A few weeks ago I had my best friend Brian spend the night at my house. We started to jack off to my brother's porno movie (after I showed Brian how to jack off because he told me that he didn't know how). While we were jacking off, my brother came home and caught us. He was fine with it and actually joined us. The next weekend I spent the night over at Brian's house and I brought the porno with me. We started jacking off in his room and while we were doing this, Brian's little brother Brad walked in and caught us. Brad asked us what we were doing but Brian started to yell at him to get out and to stop invading his privacy. I told Brian that it was OK and that Brad was old enough to learn how to jack off. So I showed Brad how to do it because Brian thought that it would be weird to jack off his own brother. So once Brad blew a rather large load all over my hand, Brian told him to suck mine as a thank you because Brian did it to me when I showed him how to jack off. So Brad did as he was told. After I blew my load in his mouth, we all jacked ourselves off to the porno movie. Now, whenever I am over at Brian's house, me, Brian, and Brad jack off and suck each other (but we never had anal intercourse), and when I am at home I jack off with my brother (but we never suck each other). I can honestly say that my relationships with these guys is much closer!

My First Male to Male Experience

I have always been curious what it would be like to have a sexual experience with another man, and I finally fulfilled my fantasy last night, I invited my best friend over to my apartment who I knew is Bi-sexual, I cooked a wonderful Rib Roast Dinner with all the fixins, and a wonderful wine I ordered, after dinner we sat on the sofa and I asked if he wanted a after dinner drink, so I poured two drinks of Grand Menier the 150 proof one, as we were sipping our drinks he said he had two gay porno movies he rented and asked if I wanted to watch them with him, I of course was thinking OK Geoff here's my chance to experience male to male sex, I told him YES-go and get them, we started to watch them and I noticed a bulge in his jeans, and he slipped over to me a started feeling my crotch and and started to unzip me, and took out my penis and started to suck me off, he french kissed me and I was hard as a rock, he got up off the sofa and pulled me up with him and he started to undress me and we both undressed each other, once we were naked I saw his huge hairy shaft & chest, and I did not know that he was uncircumised, I never saw an uncut thing before, we were rubbing each other and I saw the foreskin come back and emerged a beautiful head of his penis, I gave him a blow job and we went into a 69 position on the floor and we made love for hours I must of came 4 times if not more and so did he, we were making love all night long and then we fell asleep in each others arms and we both woke up and the sun was starting to come up and he said to me want to go another round? I said YES, but first I have to piss bad, and he said so did I, so he said wait, don't piss in the toilet piss all over me in the shower and I will do the same to you, you will love it, so we pissed on each other and I had to go so bad since I did not go before all this sex, I must of streamed on him for a good 7 mins, and so did he, it was so weird to see a uncut guy pull back his foreskin to piss, It was the best experience I ever had having 98.6 degree piss all over me and the smell of the piss turned me on even more, so after we pissed we took a shower together and went into my bedroom and made love some more, we both called in sick from work and spent the whole day in bed together, we drank wine, had beers, and every time we had to pee we went in the shower and we both held it as long as we could, we held it for 8 hours that day, we took a nap together and I made him dinner again, and we sat and watched some TV and spent another romantic night together, and he said to me I want to be your room mate and lover and I said so do I and we made arrangements and he is moving in tomorrow. I have had many sexual experiences with women but nothing was as fulfilling as this, this was the best sex I ever had, I think I am going to turn BI-Sexual, this was wonderful.

Locker-Room Shower

I work out at a gym in my town. I look forward to the end of the work-out because I like the male nudity in the locke room and the I shower.usually go around 8PM because that is when most of the young guys go after work. Last night I had an encounter in the locke room. I had been checking out this dude on the treadmill and timed my workout to end with his. We both hit the locke room at the same time. I watched him take off his shirt and then he pulled off his shorts. He had a jock strap under his shorts which he removed as well. This guy had a thin, muscular build, was about 6 feet tall with short black hair. Very good looking - maybe 25 years old. I snuck a quick look at his penis. It was only average size but looked great hanging in a neat nest of jet black pubic hair below a thin muscular abdomen. I was getting hard, but couldn't resist, so I stripped and went into the shower area. The showers are all open, so I went to the shower head next to his. There were 2 other guys in there and they were finishing up (both looked hot also). When they left, we were alone. I was fully erect and soaping up as my eyes kept sneaking looks. He must have known, because after the shower, as we both dressed, he walked over to me, patted my backside (I was still nude) and told me to meet him outside at his car. Outside, he signaled for me to hop in his car. His hair was still wet and he smelled so good from the soap or shampoo he had used in the shower. We ended up sucking each other off and feeling each other's bodies all over. This guy is hot. He told me about his girlfriend, but said he was into guys also. I really hit paydirt. We have a date tomorrow night at the gym for 8 PM. I can't wait to see hit the showers again!

Awesome Birthday Party

Last year, I had a big spend-the-night party as I have done for many years. But this year was special. We started playing Truth or Dare and I asked everyone if they had ever jacked off before. They all said yes so I asked them if they wanted to jack off to my brother's porno movie. They said ok and so I put in the movie and everyone dropped their pants and started jacking themselves off. Then my friend Danny started to touch my dick and then started to suck it. It was awesome! After that we all started sucking each other's dicks and jacking each other off. I was amazed because I had the biggest dick of them all and they all complimented me on it. After we had all blown our loads, we went outside to my hot-tub. We all started jacking off in that too and then my friend Danny stuck his dick inside of my butt and I stuck my dick in my friend Chris' butt. Then we all just started having sex with each other. Now whenever I have any of those guys over to my house we have sex and give each other blow jobs. It is so awesome!

Shave and...

I have been a member of the local gym for 5 years, just after I graduated from college and lost the privilege of working out on campus. Like most guys at the gym, I have settled into a routine. I arrive every evening about 7:30 after work and am in the locker room cleaning up at around nine, after a workout and sauna or hot tub. I have noticed this one guy who is there about the same time. He is well built and smooth shaved. Although he has a trim beard, everything else from his neck to toes is shaved clean. He did his arms, legs, chest, back and butt before starting on his balls and shaft. I was fascinated and was probably staring most of the time. He slowed way down when He started to hold his shaft and remove what little hair there was on his shaft and balls. It was like a ritual. He stood with the water pouring over his body with his eyes closed as he stroked off the hairs. He had a definite hard on by the time he was finished and I will admit I did too. When he opened his eyes just as he finished his groin, he looked right at me and asked if I would finish his back. I said sure and he handed me the soap and his razor. I lathered him up and started to make long smooth passes with the razor from his shoulders to the top of his ass. As I did, he took hold of his shaft again and started to work it slowly. I probably shaved his back three times before he finally came with a low moan. He turned to me with his penis still dripping and at half mast, took the soap and razor and thanked me. I just smiled and nodded. He then said that I looked like a perfect candidate for shaving. I smiled again and said I had been thinking about it. He moved closer and started to lather my chest and even though I was shocked I stood my ground. He shaved my chest, arms and under arms, then my back and butt. He started to lather my legs but I told him I really had to get going, so he stopped and lathered up my balls and shaft instead. Again I was shocked but knew I wanted this. He gently and lovingly removed every hair, all the time with his face right next to my manhood. By the time I was a "clean shaven man", I was so hot and horny his mouth on my head was a welcome relief. He sucked me off the same way he had shaved me: slowly, gently and lovingly. Just as I went off in his mouth, we heard other guys coming in, so he got up off his knees, stood in front of me with a smile and swallowed. "You look great" were his last words as he left the shower and dressed. I stood there another twenty minutes with hot water pouring over me, going back over the whole episode in my mind.

First Time, But Not The Last

I knew I was gay since I was very little about 5, yes I had sexual experiences then but my first time as a teenager was the best. I'd just moved to Australia and my friends from my small town were coming up to stay for two weeks. Well one day while they were here I decided to go buy some smokes. My friend came along. We ended up going to a reserve near my house in west sydney and we talked about sex and masterbation and all those things. I asked if he'd ever try it with a guy and he said 'Most likely'. I then asked if he'd try it with me, he turned away and then said 'I'll think About it'. Well, at twelve o'clock that very same night he turned to me and said 'Definitely'. Shy at first he asked me to show him my penis, I nervously pulled it out and he went 'WOW'. I was bigger than he was. He pulled his out and I began to rub his for ages. He turned suddenly and wanted to rub our penis' together. It was great. That night we played around heaps. Every time we see each other (school holidays mainly) we do stuff. One night though I asked why he done it with me and he turned to me and said 'Because I like you a lot'. Me and him both don't believe in love.

The Car Park

I was young when I has my first encounter with a school-friend. We often used to go to the top of a multi storey car park in Bromley, South London. We'd rub against each other in our school uniforms but not do anything else. I can remember laying on top of Mark, my chum, on the stairs in the car park and getting rock hard. His knob was stiff too, and we continued to rub against each other through our trousers. I came and can remember being bewildered - what was that intense feeling and sticky stuff? The next time we went to look at the South London skyline we took our willies out - that was the first time I had seen another erect penis. This time we fondled each other and rubbed ourselves off until climax. We continued this for another term, then Mark decided girls were much more fun. I -never saw his knob again. By this time I had found other classmates that liked to play in the pavillion during football practice. Never in my life have I seen so many willies - long, short, fat... all kinds!

Northwoods Barebackers

Camping with my buddies got better this year. During the middle of the night, I woke up with my erection being sucked by Ron. He was quite good, which I later realized, after my initial shock. I had been up north many times with these guys and I knew Tom and Rick were gay but they always slept in their own tent. Ron shouted "He's awake come on in," then he went back to sucking on my erection. It felt so good that when Tom and Rick opened the tent I flap didn't even open my eyes. "I knew it" said Tom, "Move over Ron... I've wanted to suck that erection for years". After that, Rick squatted over me, impaling himself, sliding down upon me. At that point I grabbed hold of Tom's penis and put it in my mouth. It was the first time I had ever sucked anything like it, since breast feeding as a baby. I felt an incredible onrush of passion, like a Gay Event One. It was a realization of how much I had wanted this but only in the back of my mind. Then I stood up and Ron bent over in front of me as Tom guided my penis into Ron. The next day they told me that the three of them had been doing things for years when I would fall asleep, and decided to include me this year. That evening was my first experience bending over and taking it. I loved it and we do it now frequently, I just can't wait to head up north and go Gay wild in the Woods.

Lonely Boys

We had to bath in a tub inside the house. He bathed himself but I was bathed by grandma. She always washed my penis and balls very carefully and by the time she had finished I would have a hard on, but she never seemed to notice. We then went to bed. It was a double bed and had to sleep together. We both felt lonely not being with our parents. To comfort me he would put his arm around me and hold me close. His other hand would be stroking my thighs and stomach. My right hand would rest gently on his stomach. Although the first time I didn't understand, I enjoyed what he did to me. He then moved my hand on to his penis. It was as hard as mine had been in the bath. So I gently rubbed it as mine had been. He kissed me gently on the mouth and asked me to take off my P.J's. and he took his off. He then asked me to lie on my stomach and me lay on top of me and rubbed his penis up and down between my cheeks, it felt lovely. Then he told me to do it to him, which I did, it felt nice. Then he asked me to suck his penis and rub it gently while he told me a sex fantasy. At the end of the fantasy he asked me to rub him harder until he moaned and it got softer. I did this. He then rubbed my penis, First gently then harder, until I moaned as he had to let him know I'd finished. After that, for five years, friday night was comfort night for two lonely boys. Now, as a grown man, I would like to have another older man to share this comforting arrangement, perhaps on more than once a week.

Never-ending Boner

One evening last year I had a phone call from Gary. He asked me if I could wash all his cloths for him. I said OK and so he came around. As soon as he came inside he stripped naked and I put all his cloths in the washing machine. I couldn't help noticing that he had a boner, he said that it wouldn't go down. He sat on the sofa and watched TV all evening while I washed and dried his cloths. I got him a bathrobe to wear but it was obvious that his boner just wouldn't go down. He stayed until about midnight, then he asked if he could stay the night. I said OK, so he went up to bed in my spare room, his hard dick leading the way. The following morning I brought up his clean clothes and left him to get dressed. When he came downstairs it was apparent that he was still hard. After breakfast I took him shopping. Just as we were driving into the supermarket car park he suddenly pulled open his levis and out sprang his hard dick. Look I've still got a boner, he said, I've had it all night. I leaned over and took it in my hand - it was rock hard. I jerked him off right there in the car-park and he shot his load all over the dashboard of my car. But still his dick didn't go down. He never told me why his boner wouldn't go away but I think he must have been popping pills or something. Finally I took him around to his mates house. When I said goodbye his boner was still tenting out the front of his levis. It must have been quite painful for him, I bet he never tried those pills (or whatever) again.

Detective Dick Derringer

It was one of those hot steamy summer evenings that makes your boxer shorts cling to your ass crack like a humidity-induced wedgie when the handsome stranger walked into my office. No, "walked" doesn't quite capture the essence of his testosterone-laden manliness. Leave it to say that he *strode* into my office door with an air of confidence and concern that literally made me stand to attention. This was no mere handsome stranger. I recognized him immediately. It was [NAME DELETED], voted Hunkiest Guy Alive by that churlish publication which insists upon bestowing such hyperbole on the most stellar of celebrities. He reached out and gripped my hand with a firm but sensual grip and introduced himself, as if I hadn't recognized him. Then he sat hurriedly and asked me to draw the blinds. There are times when blinds are drawn that the outside world can no longer aspire to be voyeurs of the goings-on between two independent spirits cloistered in relative isolation. This was one such time. I asked him how he knew of my agency and he replied that T___ had referred him. He explained that tabloid papparazzi had been trailing him for days and invading his privacy. It was as he was explaining this that I noticed the bulge in his pants. As I returned my gaze to make eye contact with him, he stopped in mid-sentence, a startled and embarrassed expression reddening his face. "Sorry," he apologized, reaching into his pants. [NAME DELETED] as packing a rod the size of which made me envious a dozen times over. "I don't blame ya for packin' heat," I told him straightforwardly as I picked up his pistol," but you really ought to get yourself an arm holster. He admitted that he didn't have a license to carry a concealed weapon. It was when I was stroking the long thick barrel of the [GUN BRAND & MODEL DELETED] that [NAME DELETED] said, "Okay, I've shone you mine. Now show me yours." I reached into my pants and whipped out my snub-nosed rod. "You've got to be kidding!" he sniffed as he looked it over with unconcealed disappointment. "Don't get me wrong," I replied replacing my cute little Derringer back into my concealed rear-pants holster, "I don't carry a Derringer because it's my namesake. It's just a nifty little rod." "Well...," [NAME DELETED] began, appearing ill at ease. "It's been nice to meet you, Mr. Derringer. But your operation here is too small-time for my case. Thanks just the same." And with that brief exchange and an all-too-brief handshake that was as elusive as a caught fish trying to fin ya and hurl itself back into the water, out of my office he *strode* with that all-too-characteristic walk of his. "Too small-time," eh? I chuckled as I opened the blinds and slumped down into my creaky old desk chair. Mr. [NAME DELETED] might just be able to schmooze and jerk off the biggies like Langston Investigations, but he hadn't fooled me in the least. I recognize a movie prop gun when I see one, even one that's been reconfigured to shoot real bullets. After all, Hollywood & Vine is where this gumshoe does his footwork. Still, I couldn't help but remain a little starstruck myself, even as I opened my lower left desk drawer, got out my half-used jar of Vaseline Petroleum Jelly (tm) and unzipped my fly and fantasized about what might have happened if only [NAME DELETED] had been packin' a real rod.

Anonymous

This is true. My best friend Mick had a video night sleep-over. We didn't watch porn or anything, just the latest release comedy or whatever. After that, all four of us went to Micks room to sleep. We were to sleep on thin mattresses on the floor, while Mick had his bed. I don't exactly remember how it started, but we all ended up playing truth dare or command. We would ask one person if they wanted truth dare or command. Truth was pretty boring, and command rarely was chosen, as you HAD to do it! So we (Mick, Paul, Clinton, and myself) all started daring each other. Mick dared Clinton to drop his pants for 10 seconds. He did, and I was shocked and intensely interested as he had a pretty big dick, and it was very hairy. I kept staring at his hard-on, and then he dared me to drop mine for 10 seconds. I did, and felt very excited by their attention. Mick then dropped his. He had a smallish dick but it was hard and pointing straight up. Our dares got a little more daring, and soon we were holding each others balls for 10 seconds, then licking the end of each other's dicks for 10 seconds or more. That felt great and got us very hard and horny. Paul then told us he would show us something that his brother had shown him. He snuck out to the bathroom, and came back with a tub of vaseline. He asked who wanted to try first. None of us really knew what was coming, though I had started wanking earlier and had an idea. Clinton said he would be up for it. Paul went over to him (we were all basically naked by now) took a big dob of vaseline, and started pumping Clinton's big hairy dick. Clinton looked really concerned I remember, but it was more that it felt so good. Paul started pumping harder and faster, and soon Clinton shot a big load of come more than a metre in front of him. We were all amazed, and Clinton said that it was the best thing he had ever felt. I told Paul that I would do him, and I loved feeling his thick boner. I pumped him hard, concentrating on the head, and in a bout 1 minute he shot a big load too. I was next, and Clinton wanted to do me. He was hard as a rock too, and lubed up his own dick too. Then Paul said we should all do it to each other at the same time. I grabbed Clinton's dick and he had mine. Paul and Mick got into it, facing each other and came all over each other. We did this again a few more times over the year. Mick and I, who were best friends, did it many more times. I am not gay, but I loved it. I think it's cool to have a girlfriend and stuff, but I think it's cool also to have a few masturbation buddies. It's all sexual release, no lovey stuff, just horny guys jerking each other off.

Anonymous

Here's a true story.
I was at a sleep over with my 2 friends.
We played video games and watched TV.
Later on, we decided to get into the Hot Tub.
We started playing the game "Truth Or Dare".
I was dared to take off my swimming trunks.
I wasn't nervous because no one could see below the bubbles.
This was my first time naked with other guys.
My Friend #1 reached out to my hard penis.
He pulled it up and started to suck on it.
Friend #2 stuck his dick up #1's ass.
We all started screwing each other.
We got out, got dressed, went inside, and got naked again.
I felt a dick humping my butt, and it felt nice
Friend #2 then gave me a long Blow Job
I moaned and came all into his mouth.
Since his parents were asleep, we got into the shower.
I washed #1's dick as #2 washed mine.
Since we didn't want #2 to be the only one with a dirty dick...
We all started jacking each other off with the soap.
We got out and watched a porn movie.
Then, we went at it again with each other.
Life goes on.

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