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My 22 year old nephew is pretty wild, into women and having a good time. I am a bit more laid back, though have done a lot sexually, lots of women, and a few male-male experiences, which mostly happened after watching porn with them. My nephew's dad had been in GAOL before for a few years and had told him drunk one night how he had a mate in there who he got off with. Humping, sucking and wanking. Gary was telling me all of this that night, and I could tell he was getting a bit horny thinking about it, and that he thought it sounded cool. I was a bit horny too, and started telling Gary how I had masturbated a few times with mates, and that a couple of them had given me blowjobs. He said excitedy "We should do that", and I didn't know what to say really, so I blew it off saying "Yeah maybe later" We got back to his flat a couple of hours later and were having a beer in the loungeroom. He said he didn't really mean it about getting off before, and I said "It's no big deal, it's kind of natural". He laughed then and said "alright then, do you want to?" And by that time I did as I was pretty drunk. So I just pulled my dick out, and he kinda gasped as it's big when it's soft even. He pulled his out then, and I almost gasped because it was as big as mine. That turned me on, and we started rubbing each other. We were hard in no time, and he leant over and started sucking me. I could tell he'd never done it before. I told him I'd show him how, and pushed him back on the couch and got between his legs. I gave him a brilliant blow job for a while, then told him to follow me into his bedroom. We got naked and he had a great butt. I told him to lay down and we got into a 69. We both sucked each other off happily, and I started tickling his arsehole. He was going crazy. I'd never done it before, but I started to lick his arsehole, and he started licking mine. I fingered his arsehole, and then he did mine. We came in eachothers mouths at about the same time, each fingering each others arseholes. It was intense. Later on he told me he had wanted to try it because of his Dad, but that he liked women a lot. I said, "Of course, it was just a bit of fun." He did give me a blowjob at the beach once later on, but that has been it. I see him again in a month, and wonder whether that really was the last time.

BJ love

One friday night, me and my friend made up a plan for me to come over and sleep over that night anbd we would play games and chill. well later that night I went over and we played games and ate pizza and watched tv and then around 12;30 we decided to go to bed. I coundt sleep because I was really horny. so I waited until my freind fell asleep. I then creeped over to his sweatpants where I pulled them off slowly and looked at his body in his undwerwear. he had on tight boxer breifs that were gray and very sexy. I then pulled down his underwear and looked at his penis. he had hair all over and down to his anus. I then started to rub his dick and he woke up. I got scared and flew down and pretented I was sleeping. He then said, "No, it's OK, I felt everything you were doing... I wasn't sleeping... come back up." So then I started to lick him all over and lick his balls and then sucked on him. Then he did the same on me that same night. I am a straight male, but I must say that was the best oral sex I have ever had.

College Days

When I was in college working on projects in the library, I sometimes needed to visit the library restroom. I found that several people had posted notes in the restroom about penissize, etc. and was very turned on. One day, I visited the restroom and saw a young man at the urinal, not peeing, just holding his penis. I looked him over and walked on out, going back downstairs. Just a few minutes later, I saw him go into the downstairs restroom. Curious, I walked in. He was in a stall. I stood around for a few minutes, since no one else was in there. Then I saw his finger at the bottom of the stall wall, motioning to me. So I knocked on the door. He opened the door with his hard dick in hand. I stepped in and he rubbed my crotch and told me he had a more private place. I followed him and we left the building and went to an auditorium building down a long deserted hallway. He opened a door and we went inside a room that had a mattress in it and some porn. I suggested we jack each other off, and he agreed. I pulled off my pants and underwear, and he pulled down his shorts and laid me down on the mattress. Then we started stroking each other. I came in a minute or so, but he took longer. He grabbed my softening penis and began sucking on it. It was my first experience with the intensity of man sex.

Anonymous

I had two friends that were brothers. The one brother was very good looking and sometimes I would spend the night at their house and we would take showers together. I would always stare at his penis and his balls along with his brothers. But at that age our penises were small and we didn't know much about sex. The cute brother and I didn't hang out that much anymore and that's when his brother and I began hanging out a lot. He would spend the night at my house and we would take showers together like before only this time I felt a weird feeling in my stomach when I saw him naked. Well, one night in the shower I asked him if I could suck his penis, and at first he said "no", but he finally let me and I licked it around the head and it jumped. I really liked it so I decided to put his whole dick in my mouth. By that time we were much bigger and I could tell he liked it when I sucked it all in and rubbed his ass and pulled on his balls. I asked him to suck mine and he did... it was great. Then we went to my room and locked the door and got on his back and put my penis in his ass and humped him, but, I really wanted to suck him again, so this time when I was sucking him he squeezed his ass cheeks together and shot hot cum in my mouth and on my face. After that night, we did it as much as we could until we got much older and drifted apart.

Getting "Jacked" by Jack

I can remember the first time I ever had a sexual experience. I was laying in my sleeping bag at a boy scout camp in Michigan. It was a hot summer day and us kids were just laying around in our tent. Suddenly,the guy laying next to me reached into my sleeping bag and started stroking my privates. I think I must have just hit puberty at the time. I didn't know that my penis had any other use than taking a pee! But man it felt good! Well he jacked me off for about 10 minutes,when all of a sudden this incredible feeling surged through my body and erupted out the head of my stiff shaft. Man it was awesome! It was my first orgasm, though dry. Now 40 years later I can still remember my first time! Thanks Jack, wherever you are. Dan

Coach

My mother was always late picking me up from wrestling class so my coach said he'd bring me home after pratice. Most days, we'd be the only ones left in the gym and he'd always be showing me new moves that somehow, ended up with him on top of me. I have to admit, it was exciting. He was a very muscular man with tree trunk arms and legs. When we'd wrestle, I'd always feel this huge hard spot between his legs and I knew he had an erection. One day whle he was straddled across my chest, my right elbow got caught in his gym shorts and as I pulled it free, I accidently pulled his jock out, which hid his huge erection. His muscular thighs had hair all the way up to where his starck white jock ended. I could see it was stretched way out andI really wanted to see his monster! So while he sat back watching me, I reached out with my right hand, hooked with my fingers the side of his jock, and pulled it off of his erection. It took several tries because it was so big, but I finially succeeded in freeing his penis. When I say big, I mean big. It was fully erect, and standing straight out from his body. Underneath, were his testicles, covered in dark hair but like two small baseballs. With shaking hands, I reached out and grasped his erection and watched as it bobbed in my hand and bounced his testicles up and down. He groaned his approval and leaned over so his penis was aimed right at my mouth. I didn't know exactly what to do but I let him slide it into my mouth and tasted his hot, hard and leaking penis. It filled my mouth and was so hot and salty tasting.I cupped his balls and he really moaned and tried to push more of his monster inside my mouth. I gagged. His penis was hard, but squishy. It felt like velvet and the head was swollen and pulsating. I had to push him back and pull it out of my mouth to get air. As I did, he wrapped his hand around mine and started making me jack him off. It was so hot to see his giant penis bobbing up and down in my hands and feel his testicles bouncing on my chest. He told me to look out because he was going ejaculate. While I knew what this meant, I'd never been on the receiving end, especially this close. I could see and smell him, and in the next instant, a glob of thick white sperm shot out and splattered on my face. He was moaning and hunching and I was feeling thick hot splats of his semen shooting on my face and hair. It seemed like it went on forever and I marveld at the sight and smell of his copious ejaculate. When he was through he thanked me and told me he needed it and that if I wanted, he'd return the favor sometime, and he did!!

Anonymous

One summer night, my friend at the time, had decided to have a sleep over. We were big movie junkies, so a typical sleep over would be watch TV, eat pizza, watch a bunch of movies, and fall asleep around 2:00 a.m. But this wasn't an ordinary sleep over. My friend was reaaly hot! He was tall, and muscular. He was Catholic, but his parents weren't too strict, but they didn't talk to him much about sex. They explained puberty, but not sex. He really didn't talk about sex either. But it made me horny when I saw him sit down on his bed on time when were at his house and noticed the buldge in his pants! I was so horny! So at this sleep over when he fell asleep, I slipped out of my sleeping bag, looked at him, then lifted up his shirt. I was getting horny. His sleeping bag was unzipped, I reached out and pulled down his shorts a little. Then all the way. I saw his tight boxers. I could now see the bulde of his penis, it must be big! I started to pull down his boxers, when we woke up! I was so shocked I froze. He looked at me, like... what are doing? He had no clue what masturbation was and didn't know much about sex. So, boldly I reached out quickly pulled down his boxers, and rubbed his penis! I was scared he would get mad, but I looked at his face, his eyes were closed, and he was liking it! The I sucked his erected penis! He moaned out loud. Then, I ripped his boxers all the way off, and began hummping him, then I ripped his shirt off and licked and kissed up hi muscular abs, up to his chest and nipples, then I kissed his mouth. We kissed passionately for half an hour, hummpping even more, rolling all over he floor. Then I rolled him on his stomach, and licked up his legs, licked his incredibly cute, tight ass! Then I kissed his crack! Then gave him another blow job. Then we hummped and kissed and rubbed. We had hot sex for three hours, until he ejaculated. We were sweaty, and laying still holding each other close, feeling our bodies, until we drifted off to sleep.

Park, After Dark

He was wearing those blue polyester gym shorts and sat in a chair across from me. As he sat his smooth testicles were hanging low out of his shorts. It was a hot summer so of course he wasn't wearing underwear. I had never really been turned on before by another guys testicles, but the striking look of his smooth testicles against the tufts of his small patch of pubic hair realy got me going. Needless to say my erection was fully erect in my shorts! I had never had the sense of seducing anyone up to this point in my life. G was a good looking kid, but had been around me most of my life. We chatted about really silliy things along the way to his house and then we came to the small town park. It was completely dark and an easy cut through to his house. I was smoking at the time and asked him to stop for a bit as we sat on top of a picnic table. It was deserted and in this small town everything closed up by ten at night. We talked about how hot the heat was and he leaned forward to remove him t-shirt. He layed it on the table and leaned back on both arms on the table. Again, even though it was totally dark, I would see his testicles like two small globes dangling between his legs. Ever so often I would lean a little further to get a look. He decided to smoke as well and complained of his shoulder hurting him. I guess he and my brother had played pretty hard. I lifted my hand to his shoulder and started rubbing it for him. He moaned at how good it felt. Quickly he turned his back to me and asked me to rub his entire back. I had pitched my smoke and gently carressed his boney teenage back. I swear I could feel every bone in his back. He kept leaning back against me and my hands move slowly over the front of his shoulder. Without warning he was leaning against my chest and I was rubbing his smooth chest and nipples. There, in the dark, I would see the head of his erect penis poking through the top of the elastic waistband pressed against his flat, smooth stomach. I continued massaging and caressing him slowly. My hands had already made it down several times over his smooth stomach and every so lightly brushing against the head of his erect penis. He would moan softly every time I touched the head of his penis. It was incredible to see how much he was leaking all over his stomach. I was getting a little nervouse being exposed there in the park and leaned forward to whisper in his ear, "Let's walk over to the bathrooms." I knew full well that behind this building no one would ever see us. We both lumber quickly, with erect penises, to get behind the building. It was dark, but the moonlight glistened over his tight body. He quickly dropped his shorts and his erection was at attention in front me. His body was smooth and tight with the exception of a patch of hair around his big penis. I lowered myself to my knees and began sucking him slowly. I had never sucked a penis, nor have something so big in my mouth. I played with his smooth balls and ran the other hand up and down his smooth legs as I continued sucking. Moments later he was coming hard when we heard a car pulling into the park. He pulled from my mouth and was quickly pulling up his shorts. My heart was racing and I knew I was busted sucking this guy off. The car manuvered through the park and slowly made it's way out as we hid behind a building. As I watched the tail lights leave the park I was busy wrestling with my shirt to get dressed. As I reached down to find my shorts I noticed that G. was naked again and fully erect. He stood there smiling as I once again threw my clothes off and went back to the job at hand. I would taste his young cum on the head of his penis as I began sucking him once again. This time I felt his hand on the back of my head and I finished the job I started. This time swallowing his cum and giving him the blow job he wanted.

Pool Boy

My wife and I worked very hard for the first ten years of our marriage. We had both risen in our companies and made a nice living. Right after our 10th anniversary and within two months of each other we both recieved large inheritances that made things very easy for us. We bought a large private house on a hillside looking down over Los Angeles with a view towards the ocean. The house was all windows on the west side opening onto our patio and pool. I decided to "retire", but my wife decided to continue in her job as a VP in a local bank. I became the house husband, and got quite good at cooking gourmet meals in our very nicely equiped kitchen. I did not, however, become a maid nor did I want to keep up the yard and pool. We hired a gardener, maid and pool boy. Although I had hoped to get them all to come on the same day, that did not work out. I left the house mid-mornings on Friday to allow the gardener and maid to do their thing and not be in their way or be bothered by them. Unfortunately, the pool boy could only come on Mondays. At first I would leave on Mondays as well, but after a bit I was too lazy and stayed home. During that time I also got used to staying naked the whole day around the house and by mid summer had a great all over tan. Every Monday I would slip into a bathing suit as I heard the pool boy, Jay, open the side gate. He would do his thing while I tanned myself or red under an umbrella. I will tell you that I am a pretty good-looking and well-built guy in my early thirties. My wife had been in beaty pagents in the late 80's and she fell for me. Jay is beyond good looking and well built. By August he was showing up in just a pair of cutoffs and sandals. His hairless muscled body was as dark as my own. After a very wild party the night before, I woke up one Monday from a nap, naked, on the chaise to find Jay working around the pool. I layed there frozen for some time till he noticed I was awake and said "hi". He also said "Nice tan". I had the choice of laying there on my belly the whole time he was there or rolling over. I chose to roll over. I wasn't erect and my penis was sticking straight up because my legs were together. Jay was on the other side of the pool and had a perfect view of me and smiled again. He asked if I minded if he got out of his tight shorts (and they were very tight). Before I could answer he had unbuttoned and unzipped them and left them on the side of the pool. He hadn't had on any underwear so he was now as naked as I was, except for his sandals. His tan was all over too. That was the last Monday either or us was dressed when he came over to clean my pool. A couple of weeks later we got into having a couple of beers together. One day as he got up from his chair to get dressed and leave, I impulsively reached over and touched his bare butt. He turned around and didn't seem shocked, so I smiled and took ahold of his penis. His penis immediately started to fill and he moved closer to me. For the first time ever, I slipped a guy's penis into my mouth. As I gently sucked and licked his manhood, I looked up to see him smiling with closed eyes. He was playing with one nipple absentmindedly, and then reached down with his other hand to find my nipple. I closed my eyes and took my thing in my hand. It was quite a while in the warm sun before he came in my mouth. I remember thinking it tasted better than any pussy I had ever eaten as I swallowed his warm salty cum. He went down on me and finished me off as well, swallowing my cum before collapsed back in the chair next to me. We both sat there in post coital daze for a good half hour. When he finally got up to dress. I told him I thought the pool might need servicing twice a week. He offered to come back Friday, but I asked for Thursday, explaing the gardener would be there on Friday. He agreed. It has been just over a year since we made this new arrangement. My pool looks wonderful all the time and I feel wonderful twice a week.

indigo

I have always been embarrassed about my masturbation habits. Although, it has never stopped me from stroking it. I never discussed it with my friends, but there was friend I used to watch porn with all the time. Well, one day we were hanging out and I got really horny. We were watching tv or something, and I just had to masturbate. So I walked into his bathroom (he had his own bathroom) with a copy of a Playboy. I pulled off all my clothes and my penis was really hard. After a couple of minutes I was about to orgasm, and then the door opened. It was my friend. I was really nervous and I couldn't cover up my body. But he stood there without suprise and a buldge in his pants. Without a word he slipped his shorts to his ankles to reveal his his hard shaft. It was the first (and only) time I had seen a man's naked, hard penis in person. He started to rub his shaft, and so I began again too. I didn't want to come because I was suprisingly enjoying the moment. So I quit stroking and watched him. I don't know what came over me, but I got off the toilet where I was previously jacking off and fell to my knees. I wrapped my hands around his ass and put his shaft into my mouth. I massaged him with my saliva. His penis went all the way to the back of my mouth and then to my lips and then back again. I started to taste him semen and then he rammed himself into my throat and exploded into my mouth. I couldn't swallow that time. After I gave him a blow job he masturbated me. It had never felt so good. We left the bathroom and laid down in his bed naked. After a few minutes we kissed. It was very strange to kiss a guy, but I got hard again. I told him I wanted him to take me in my butt. It hurt at first, but when he filled me with "juice" I couldn't get enough. We had sex with him many more times. In the woods, in the park, at a public bathroom, in the shower, at the lake... And I learned to swallow. There are just too many occassions. I have never been with another guy except him and I haven't spoken to him in a long time. I wonder if I am bisexual since my habits have changed to women, but I still get aroused by the thought his naked penis againt mine.

Pick me... First time lover

I always had the chance to look at all the guys in the shower and I was never alone when I got a hard on. One afternoon, after sports, the coach told me to stay behind to help him pack up. I was never in his good books, so, I agreed strait away. After finishing, I left for the showers. I walked in and the senior team just arived back from a game. They were much more developed than I was, and this created many thoughts in my head. This, of couse, lead to another erection. When it was spotted by one of the older guys when he was in the shower, he lauged and came over, and rubbed himself on me and asked if I liked a bit of dick. At that stage, I almost was ready to suck him off right there so I ran to a cubical. I was just sitting in there until they all left. I cound not here anything so I came out and he was the only one left. He looked at me and winked. I ignored it and faced the wall while I finished in the shower. Then I felt his dick pushing against my ass. He wispered in my ear to bend over so I did. He drilled me silly, and then turned me around as he went down on his knees and began to suck me off. It was great. He kept on sucking untill I blew and then left the shower. I was still recovering when he came back with a towl around me. Then he said "If you dont say a word, that wont be the last time you get a blow job like that" I almost blew again with the thought... We caught up again a few times that was untill we got caught... but thats another story...

landlord

We lived in a 3 apt house. I was in the basement doing the wash and the landlords wash was down there also. I was looking through it and found some ladies underpants. I was sniffing them and jacking off. I didnt notice Mr. Jessie come in, but I was caught, and he was pretty mad. he said he was going to tell everyone unless I would do him a favor. well, I would have done anything at that moment, so, I said "yes... but dont tell anyone", so he made me lay on the pile of clothes and he went down on me. I thought thats real good I wont tell. then, he told me he wanted me to roll over. I protested but he convinced me he would tell, so, over I went. I was so scared he was going to hurt me but he was so gentle... but so big... he went very slow and it was the most arousing time of my life. he made me really love being the bottom. I still love being taken from behind.

Paper or Plastic ???

Like all of us who live alone, we all have to do the bothersome chores like cleaning, laundry, and grocery shopping. This particular late evening I decided to go to the grocery store and do some late night shopping. Being a 24 hour store it was cool because there were very few late night shoppers. I figured it would go rather quickly just because there wouldn't be a lot of people there. Anyhow, I was cruising the isles and picking up a few items along the way when I literally stumbled upon some empty boxes in the middle of the floor left there by someone who was stocking shelves. I really almost fell over them so I decided to move them out of the way. As I started to push them away someone started to apologize for the mess and said "that he'll clean them up". I looked up and there was this really hot young guy staring down at me on the floor. I cleared my throat and said good..because I almost killed myself a few seconds ago. He apologized again with the utmost sincerity and seemed to be really concerened about any injury I may have. He really was cute and besides he was really starting to make me horny with his sexy brown eyes and thick broad shoulders, so I thought I'd see if maybe I could get him interested in me. I told him that my lower back was sore and that I'd like to rest a minute before finishing my shopping. He then suggested that I should go to the employees lounge in the back and rest for a moment. He assured me that it was ok and that no other person would bother me because he was the only one working the back area that night. So he helped me up and we walked to the back of the store. he directed me to the couch that was in the employee lounge and told me to lie down and rest and that he would be right back. A few minutes later he came back with a bottled water and told me he put my groceries into the cooler so I could continue shopping a little later. He also mentioned the accident to his night manager and told him that I was in the lounge resting. The manager came in a few seconds later and asked if there was anything he could do and I told him not at that moment. He said he would check on me later and then he left.Then the stock boy introduced himself to me his name was Bobby and that he was really sorry for leaving the mess that caused my fall. I assured him that it was alright and not to be so hard on himself. With that he asked me how my lower back felt and then asked me to lift up my shirt and point to where the pain was. I was a little shocked at his request but when I looked up at him I could see the glazed look in his eyes and it was starting to have an effect on him as I noticed quite a large bulge in his crotch. So I rolled onto my stomach and took my shirt completely off and pointed to right above the crack of my ass. He suggested that I loosen my belt buckle so he could attempt to rub out the pain. I was pleasantly surprised at his boldness but was excited to see that he found me attractive as well. Bobby then started to rub my back and then he would slowly go lower and work his way up to my neck. Each time squeezing and gently rubbing my shoulders. then he would slide his strong hands along the sides of my chest and rubbing my nipples as he went down towards my ass. I would just moan because it felt so good. My manhood was really feeling the effect as well. My penis was at full attention almost immediately. When Bobby would reach above my ass I could feel him slide a finger or two down into my crack which felt so sexy it made me squirm. I took a moment to look back at him standing over me and I could see the outline of a huge penis straining against his Levis. And I could hear his breathing start to quicken and his strokes also started speeding up. I asked him if I could roll over so I could see a little more of him and he seemed to get even more excited. When I rolled over his eyes popped out of his head because now my penis was a full 9" hard and poking out of my halfway unzipped pants. He asked me how my "back" felt and I replied with a smile "fine" but my "front" is a little sore...With that he immediately started to finish with the zipper and pulled the monster free from its confines and started immediately sucking and jacking off my huge hard-on. It was freaking HOT..His young hot lips were fevereshly sucking and his tongue was probing deep into my pee hole and licking all of my clear pre-come. He then pushed my legs back and started to lick my ass-hole with his hard tongue, I was stroking my hard on while he loved my ass hole it felt too good. Bobby then stuck his middle finger deep into my hot ass hole and started to finger -pump me long and hard. This boy knew what he was doing. It was obvious that Bobby was Hot because I could feel his trembling finger deep inside of me. I asked if he wanted me to suck his penis and he said that he was taking care of me not me taking care of him. Bobby them came to the side of me and stuck his mouth deep onto my raging hard-on and continued to suck me off. His fingers were still probing deep in and out of my asshole as he sucked me like no one ever had. As I layed there getting totally satisfied I could see his manager jacking himself off off to the corner. It was exciting knowing that I was being watched as my lover was pleasuring me. His manager had a very fat and long penis and he seemed to be getting close to his orgasm because his eyes were starting to roll back into his head. I motioned for him to come over to my side and he slowly walked over to me and let me suck his big fat penis. Bobby looked up for a monent and just sighed and went back to sucking my penis. Then I could feel the penis deep in my mouth start to pulse and then I felt the gush of his hot cumm shoot hard into my throat. I swallowed every drop. As I finished sucking him I shot my heavy load deep into Bobby's throat he lapped it all up as well. Then Bobby planted a really Hot deep wet kiss on my soft lips and tongued me with my juice still inside his mouth it was really hot. He suggested that we make this a weekly thing. I agreed and I can't wait to taste Bobby on my lips. Bobby then retrieved my basket and I finished shopping. I went to the register to pay and the manager said that these groceries were on him. I thanked him for his generosity and I thanked him for his gift earlier. He just smiled..I cant wait for the next time....

Friends

Once, I had my friend to stay the night! We were just talking about sex and things like that! He started to say 'I bet my penis is bigger than yours' Then the next thing I knew he stood up and took all his clothes off!!! I looked at his package and realized my penis was much lager than his so I decided to do the same! We were both stood completeley naked in the middle of my living room!!! He started to get hard and so did I. He asked me if this meant we were gay, and I said "no" ...but this does... and kissed him. I took a hold on his penis and started to jerk him off. he came in seconds and returned the favour. then, we kissed a bit more and did the same again but this time he sucked me! This sent me into a daze, and He swallowed my cum like a lamb to its mother!!! I wanted his cum, so I imeadietley sucked on his very hard penis until his sweet semen shot straight down my throght!!! then we went to sleep xxx

Best Friends

One time, my friend Jacob started talking on the phone about sex. We started daring each other to do dirty things and later on we were masturbating over ther phone. Later on the next day I came over to his house and we decided to dare each other to take out pants off. I was the first to go and I un did my pants with my penis sprung in the air. Then it was his turn and he un-did his pants and he was hard as a rock, but I was bigger than him. We got on top of the bed now playing truth or dare. We dared each other to jack off in front of each other. As we did, I touched his penis very lightly over and over. Then after jacking each other, we sprung our load all over the bed.

Graduation

We often spent all day Saturday at the local theater watching a double feature. That last day of school was the end of an era. Jim and I would be together at Chula Vista, but Charlie and Manny would be alone at Hilltop and Castle Park. Although we promised to stay friends, we all must have known that it would not be easy. I talked my mom into letting the four of us spend the weekend together as a "graduation present". Although we had spend several Friday or Saturday nights together sleeping over during that summer, this was very special. They all arrived after lunch on Friday (mom refused to feed them, although I don't know why). We set up the tent in the back yard and threw our four sleeping bags in before we spent the afternoon being pre-teen squirrels. In the privacy of my backyard, we set up a sprinkler and a "kiddies" slip-n-slide. We finally had started to experiment on talking "sex". About the time my mom's light went out, Charlie crept into the tent and came out with a flash light and his father's latest Playboy. That was not our first shared Playboy, but the mood was way different that night. I have no idea who dared whom to strip naked, nor do I understand why I let them (and me) get naked where my mom might see us. I only know that we were all naked in no time. Jim said that he had seen a neighbor of his out naked in the front yard one night. We all laughed and said "no way", but in a few minutes we were all out my side gate and dashing from shadow to shadow down to the end of the block and into a vacant field. It didn't take much to dare each other another three blocks (crossing two major streets) to arrive at our old elementary school, Rice. Although we started out on the jungle jim, within a few minutes we were all in the sand box; a sand box we hadn't entered since third grade. There we were, four naked guys, laying flat on cool sand, trying to not be noticed by the police car 100 yards away. He must have panned his search light a dozen times over the whole playground. I could hardly stand it and almost got up to turn myself in. Luckily, Jim had his hand on my back forcing me down every time I started to ease up. Five minutes after the car left, we started to breathe, then laugh, then roll in the sand, wrestling like four maniacs. After that close shave, we must have felt invulnerable. We didn't run across the main streets like we did on the way to the school, and we actually walked right down the middle of my street for over a block as we made our final approach to our "camp". Before we got into the tent, we brushed the remaing sand off ourselves and each other. I am not sure who said they were "horny" first (actually I am pretty sure it was me), but in a moment there were four guys rubbing themselves by the light of four discarded flashlights. We never did fall asleep that night. Over the five hours before "breakfast", just about every possible configuration of four male bodies took place. None of us lost our virginity that night, but we certainly celebrated our fraternity. I vividly remeber the first light of dawn as I was masturbating Jim, while sucking on Manny's penis, with Charlie's shaft laid gently inside my ass-crack. That was the last time the four of us were ever together at he same time. Although Charlie and I became long term lovers in college, nothing compares to that one last night celebrating graduation.

Zepper

In high school Bill and I used to get together at his house and releive ourselves. Sometimes in the same room and other times alone in different rooms. Finally Bill decided he wanted to suck me. After he finished me off I tried him. This was the beginning of a 5 year relationship. I moved away and never tasted a dick again. I have wanted one many times but never have met anyone of interest. I am now (after 15 years) trying to find someone.

Tub Trials

My good friend, Ryan was spending the night at my house. We were working on a project. It got late, so I went into the bathroom, and took a bath. I don't know why I didn't shower. Anyway, I started thinking about a girl and jacked off. Suddenly Ryan walked in on me. At first he told me to stop, then I noticed a bulge in his pants. He saw that I was lookng so he took off his clothes and offered his penis to suck on. I did then he came in to the tub, nude. We started sucking on each other's penises. And until we came together, I learned that night that pleasure has no gender. We never finshed the porject.

Father-in-Law Needed It

About twenty years ago when both my in-laws were alive, my wife and I stopped by their house for a short visit. My wife and her mother decided to going shopping for a couple of hours. I hadn't seen my father-in-law since we came by so I went looking for him. I had looked everywhere in the house but didn't find him and strolled out to the garage. He had a small office there with a desk, chair and small couch. I stopped at the door and looked through the window in the door. He was on the couch with his pants and skivvy shorts down around his ankles. He had a skin mag in one hand and his enormous prick in the other. I watched for a few more seconds then walked in. He looked up at me and stopped stroking. He asked if I had ever jacked off with anyone and I replied, not for a long time. He said do you want to join me and I nodded yes. He moved over on the small couch and I dropped my trousers and shorts and sat down to join him. My prick had never been bigger and I couldn't wait to start. His prick was probably twice the size of my average prick but his was not very big around. He put one fist on his and there was still room for my hand to grasp it. I did and we started jacking him. I took my prick in my other hand and jacked myself. I came in a very short time and he followed soon thereafter. His cum came out in long ropey strings and landed at our feet. My cum dribbled out the end of my prick and ran down my knuckles. I licked my fingers off and he asked to have a taste. I let him lick some off my fingers too. He then told me he did this for himself because his wife, my mother-in-law, was having a very bad time with her chemo treatments and it left her without any sex drive. I told him I'd be happy to come by a couple times a month and we could jack off together. He agreed and we did this together for a couple of years. We got into much more sex than mutual jacking but that's for another time...

First time by Micky

I first jacked off when I was about 7 sitting on the curb with a friend from across the street. When he saw what I was doing I told him to try it. He did. I really did not get off at the time but it started me on a lifetime of pleasure. Later in life, a friend of my brother took me to his family apartment where he lived with his father and his older brother who were both at work. Suddenly he swiped by fly with his hand and the buttons opened (this was before zippers) and he laughed. This was the first such contact I had with another guy. I tried the same thing on him and he then reached into my pants and pulled out my uncut penis whcih was now erect. Then I reached into his pants and pulled out his penis which was the first time I saw a cut penis. He then started stroking me faster and faster. When I took his penis in my hand and stroked I saw that he did not get hard or erect. This puzzled me but I did not want to embarrass him by asking him about that and jst let him stroke me until I came and shot a heavy load in his hand and on the floor. I guess he liked my uncut penis because we kept at it for about 2 hours. This happened several times after that every time we were alone but nothing more than him jacking me off. I think he might have kissed me once or twice.

Chapter 2

Later on that Autumn I was invited to a hunting cottage which this friend of my brother's father had in New Jersey along with my brother and another friend. The purpose was for hunting birds and rabbits. I had never fired a gun and was not too keen on doing so. WE went out in the afternoon loking for some game but I did not have a gun. I think the others bagged a few birds and rabbits. We slept over in the cabin and I was given an upper berth in one of the rooms. The older boys had some beer to drink but I was not interested and went to bed. I heard them talking and fooling around in the other room but could only imagine want they were doing. My imagination took flight and I started to masturbate, thinking of my previous sessions with our host. After that there was one session with my brother's friend at my house when no one else was at home. We would up in the bathroom on the floor with him stroking my penis. I got above him and tried to get him to suck me but he laughed and turned away. I was masturbating myself at this time several times a week after school up in the attic of the house. Another friend of my brother, a neighbor, invited me to go the the West Side Y in NYC for a swim. No swimming suits were allowed so all were naked. I enjoyed being in this atmosphere but had a hard time controlling myself. Nothing happened at the Y but sometime after that the same guy, my brother's age almost 19, was preparing to go out on a date and he wanted to get washed up and ready. H asked me to come with him up to his bathroom so we could talk. He stripped and got in the bathtub while I was sitting watching. I didn't expect anything to happen between us and did not want any such thing but I was curious as to why he invited me, Nothing did happen. Maybe he was testing me.

Chapter 3
My mother was killed in an auto accident when I was 9. I had an older brother, a twin sister, and a younger sister. We were sent to a Catholic boarding school in upstate NY which was a military school for boys but also had some girls enrolled, including my sisters. The boys wore uniforms like West Pointers, and we had a band in which I was a drummer. I think I was the only one of my siblings who really liked the school. I even liked the nuns. But especially I liked being in a dorm with all boys. The showers were always fun for me but I was very reserved. I had 2 special friends there, one was a bed-wetter and the other was a boy who I became very attracted to emotionally -- not sexually -- because I relly did not know anything about sex. The bed-wetter was next to me in the dorm. One night he asked me to get in bed with him to talk. I don't remember any of the conversation but his bed smelled of urine. Getting in bed with him did not seem unusual to me because my brother and I slept in the same room and bed up until this time and after we left the school. At school he was in another dorm. I was sorry for this boy because he took a lot of teasing from the others. My memory is vague but I believe we must have had some contact in mutual masturbation. I considered the other boy a soul friend and untouchable. I was rather pious about my religion and thought I might be a priest. That's the influence of the nuns. We were there only 3 years when my father married again and we transferred to local parochial school. Then began life with a step-mother.

Locker Room Fun

I walked to the lacker room for my ususal time where I get changed for P.E. A really hot guy that changed in my row took off his pants, and then because the guys were swimming, he took off his boxers, expsopsing his penis. I was erected immediately. It was about 6 inches long and pretty hairy. He walked up to me in a tank-top shirt (that was it) and asked to borrow a towel. I strangly had two, because I left my towel there the day before and it was dry. I gave him the clean towel and he thanked me. He whispered in my ear "you like it huh?" I nodded yes as he walked away. After swimming, the boys took showers. 16 boys per row and they were all naked and horny. It was two boys per shower, and I observed as many as I could see through the thick fog. The locker room attedants couldn't see a thing through the misty room. I saw another boy grab some guys butt. Then, I noticed that the hot guy that I share with saw too. He gave me a look and went down on his knees and started sucking my penis. I was loving it but what would everyone say? I noticed all but 2 guys were doing it and they were pushed in the corner until they pomised to not tell. They told, but no one believed them. It was a crazy story, or was it. The same thing occured until our swimming unit was over, and even then some boys would expose their penises while changing, or meet in the bathroom for some fun. I ended up dating that guy secretly and we really would meet at each others houses to spend the night, and we really had sex then.

Step Dadd

One morning, sitting on the toilet naked, my step-dad walked in, robed, and asked if he could shave. He told me he was running late and my mother had to work early. I was farily comfortable with him and watched him as he unrobed and stood in front of the basin allowing the hot water to run. He made several comments about the smell, and I still wasn't finished unloading. His giant manly penis hung gently over the front of the basin while he dug around in the medicine cabinet to prepare for his morning ritual. He gazed and me and smiled. I was looking at his hung penis and mound of pubic hair. Before I knew it he turned around and sat on the edge of the tub facing me while I dumped. He reached his hand between my legs and started to stroke me while I tried to excrete. He smiled again told me how wonderful it was to masturbate while dumping. He encourage me to continue as he loaded his hand with liquid soap and vigorously stroked my penis. It was seconds before the feeling of my prostate combined with my penis allowed me to unload all over my stepdad's soapy hand.

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