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The best (and only) gay experience I have ever had was just a few days ago with my best friend Brian. I invited him over at my house, and once it was about time to go to bed, I  pulled out a couple old porno videos. I acted like I found them by accident. I had a big hard-on and I knew Brian had one too. I asked him if he had ever jacked off before and he said "yes" but that he didn't like it. I asked him if he did it right and he said that he wasn't sure. So, I offered to show him how I jack off, and he said OK. After I blew my load, I asked him if he wanted to jack himself off and he said yes. I offered to suck him and also asked him if he would do the same for me. He said ok and we started 69'ing each other until we both came in each other's mouths. After that we just finished watching the porno, and then went to bed. It was an awesome experience!

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY:   Horny

I once masturbated with my friend and one thing led to another. I went to his house for a sleep-over and we did some normal stuff like watch some movies and play video games. When we went to sleep he told me he wasn't tired so we stayed up talking, He told me he was finding it really hot in the room so he took off his shirt. We continued talking and then a while later he complained of how hot it was so he asked me if I minded if he took off his pants I said "nope", so he did. He we eventually started talking about sex and stuff and I saw him getting hard under the blankets so I asked him if he had ever thought about having sex with another guy he said"yeah" and then asked me if I wanted to try so I stripped down to nothing in like 2 seconds and he came over to my bed and started sucking my penis it made me SO horny I after a while I shot a huge load into his mouth and he ate all of it. then I gave him a B.J. and he shot a huge load into my mouth I will never forget the hot warm taste of his cum. He went to the washroom after we stopped and came back with a lube of vaseline (we were still naked) and came over to me and started lubing up my shaft and then crouched down to doggie style and told me to go ahead so I stuck my penis up his ass... and man did it feel good... then he tried it on me. It hurt at first but them he came while still in my ass. I moaned a loud moan (we were on the bottom floor of his house so nobody could hear us) and then he took his penis out and licked the cum that was seeping out of my ass. That was the best time in my life. I was lonely when he moved away but I eventually found two other guys who were willing to have a 3some.

We had been friends for a long time. One day, he suggested that we have a sleep-over, so I brought my sleeping bag, and we "camped" out in their shed, next to their house. Once we had the sleeping bags setup, we both got into our sleeping bags, only wearing our underwear. He asked me if he could see my penis to see just how big it was. He put his hand into my underwear and took a look. He said that mine was almost as big as his dads! Then, he reached in through the opening of my briefs, and pulled my penis out, and then started to stroke it. It felt awesome, so then I reached over, and reached into his briefs, and took out his penis. We then stroked each other for a little while, then I asked if I could suck him. He said YES! So I leaned over and put his penis in my mouth and started to suck it, and found that I loved that feeling. I sucked him till he came. He then leaned over and started to suck me, and soon I came for the first time. We have jacked off together since many times as teens, and sucked each other a lot too. We both found out that we really liked seeing each other in just underwear, and we liked the same kind (white briefs), and we have had fun together for a couple of years.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY:   My first time...sort of

I am not telling my name in case anyone I know someone who reads this site. A few days ago, I had a really good sexual experience. It was my first time with another guy. He slept over at my house and we started talking about masturbation and stuff. All of a sudden, he said, "Can I see your penis?" At first I was like "NO WAY", but then I finally took it out. I started masturbating and then he came over and started sucking it. He took his out and I sucked his. We got into a 69 and we really had fun that night.

SEXUALITY: Monosexual
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Cousins

I had my first and only sexual experience when I was very young. I don't remember how it started but my similarly-aged cousin and I would strip and 'cuddle', behind couches, under tables, or in our bedrooms. I remember nearly getting caught more than once. Honestly, I bet someone knew about it at some point. We wouldn't penetrate each other but we'd touch and suck one another. My cousin, who was almost a year older, was more aggressive and often led the way with new activities. All told, it was mostly licking and exploring each other. I remember I was the last one to propose it. It was at my house and he refused. Shortly thereafter, I forgot about it and I assume he did, too. I only remembered it about a year ago, some ten years later. I feel like a gay at times but I don't feel that way emotionally. I often wonder if this early gay experience has something to do with my unclear orientation now. I still see this cousin moderately often and I wonder if he remembers. I assume he does. From what I've heard, he's never had a girlfriend but he is into sports and seems like a straight in his mannerisms and other actions. I think we may both die with this secret. I can't see ever facing him with it and I'm quite sure that, even if he remembers, he wouldn't come talk to me either. Would he deny it if I said something? Would I deny it if he mentioned it first? I don't really know. I have never mentioned this to anyone I know but I hope to one day. It's a blurry memory now. I find it uncomfortable to know so little about my own history, especially concerning something sexual like this. Hopefully the right time will come soon.

SEXUALITY: Virgin
GENDER: Male
TITLE: The Day Finally Came

It all starts out with an extremely curious teenager. When I first got into high school, I met a guy through one of my friends. At this point, I wasn't sure about my sexuality, but was pointing more towards heterosexuality. Anyway, time went on...and as it did, so did conversations; about sex, drugs an other crap, but I was only interested in the sex. He was experienced. Both with a boy and a girl. I was not disgusted the least bit about the guy, cuz in my mind I know I would have done the same. we once came to the point where I asked him how big he was...if a girl asked him. He told me 7 1/2, and I kinda felt small...7 1/2 compared to 5...big difference to me. Anyway, after months of us hanging out and what not, we started throwing sexual sentences at each other, as a joke in the start but then they grew. One day, he told me that if I did not get a blow job from a girl within a a number of months. He promised. And he kept his promise. One day when we were going out for the day, I had ended up leaving my bag at his house, therefore, I ended up going back to his home and eventually ended up in his room on his bed. He said he was going to give me a blow job, and I responded by saying that I would pay him back and do the same. After calming both our nerves, he took me out and put his warm mouth over my penis. Damn...I had never before received a blow job, but I knew that was one hell of a blow job. The feeling was too good for me to take it, he began to stroke, then suck, stroke, suck, stroke, suck...then I hit my peak and shot the biggest load I have ever seen in my life. I guess it took all the energy I had, cause right after, I was knocked out for a good ten minutes. After I woke up, I told him that I wanted to suck him...to pay him back of course. he sat on the bed and I pulled him out, and surprisingly, he wasn't the 7 1/2 inches he had told me, more like 4 1/2, but it was cool. I put my mouth on his penis and started to suck it, and every few seconds, I tasted his salty pre-cum, and only wanted more. I noticed after a five minutes, he had yet ejaculate, and I was kinda tired of the up and down motion with my head, so I then tried my hand. I jacked him off until he shot his load and I swallowed it all, as he did to me. Wow...i could not wait for it to happen again, and a few years later...lets just say, he forgot something at my house...

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Funky childhood memories

I was five when a friend of mine and I first experimented with sex. I don't remember it feeling pleasurable at all. I don't even remember having an erection. All I remember is that he and I would literally go into a closet, drop our drawers and start playing with each others' wieners. I think the gig was up when we were sitting on the couch at his house and his mom was just about to leave. A split second too soon, I said, "Let's do nasty stuff." She spun around, but I don't remember anything she said. Much later, when I was about 10, I was spending the night at a friend's house. His mom made us take a bath together, which in retrospect is FREAKING WHACK, but anyway... He had this raging bent hard-on. I didn't have any interest in pursuing any sort of sexual play, but he was very insistent. He tried to get me to suck on his dick. I may have started to, but I was paranoid about his mom and there just wasn't any interest on my part. After we got out of the tub and dried off in his room, he tried to boink me in the butt. I told him to quit. Later that night, while sharing a hide-a-bed in the living room (again, WHACK), we watched a movie. His mom was in the same room. He kept pestering me under the covers to satisfy his urges. I blurted out, "Stop it!" His mom turned around to face us and asked, "Stop what?" with a rather concerned look on her face... like she'd caught him before trying to molest his friends. Anyway, for all my gay-ish experimentation, I turned out hetero. Every now and then I'll look at some gay porn out of curiosity... just to see if it gives me a rush. It doesn't. How boring, huh?

SEXUALITY: Gay
GENDER: Male
TITLE: My First Time Out

I was 16 and he was 17... while this event took place recently, we have both forgotten about it, but we remain good friends. It was late evening and we both got off work at the same time. We decided to go to the mall and hang out for a while before we called it a night. We went to the mall, sat down in the food court and ate dinner -- some pizza. After that, we decided it was getting late, as it was almost 11pm. We got back into his car, and started home. he turned the "not so normal" way and took a back road, and I had no clue where we were going, but I felt safe because we were best friends. We ended up in a dark parking lot. He turned off the car and looked at me and said "_______, u didn't think I would have u come out with me without getting anything, did you?" and I said "umm" He leaned in and kissed me until we were both making out wildly in the car. Next thing that happened, he leaned his seat back and I got on top of him, still making out. After about an hour of making out and stuff, I went "down" and gave him head. It was the best thing I have ever done and I can't wait to do it again. While most other stories on here have happy endings, mine will not. Unfortunately, this person got a boyfriend a few months ago, and hope is dwindling for me. I do like someone now, but it took me 4 months to get over my first guy. have a good one!

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Origin of a Fetish

I don't know if this forum is the proper one, but I will post it here in that it involves two males, although I do not regard the events as being gay. A school mate and I became fervent mutual masturbators beginning with our discovery of the other's interest one night when our families were attending a party at the club they belonged to. We were bored as hell with the event. We got permission to go out side and did. It was just about dark when we wondered over to a water trap on the golf course, and saw a pair of ducks mating. This got a conversation going about sex. Tom, my friend, asked me if I ever jacked off. I hesitated, but decided to tell the truth and admitted I did. He then proposed we jack off together. I agreed, and we did. We enjoyed it so much we decided to have a mutual jacking every day after school at his house because he was left to himself every day until about six. To understand the rest of this, our family backgrounds have to be described. Our families were ardent believers in the value of spanking, so Tom and I were no strangers to the business end of our mothers' hand, brush, or strap. Our school was all male -- both teachers and students. Spanking was the discipline used by the school which had an official disciplinarian. I had been spanked regularly by my mother from age four on. It was by hand until age six when hairbrush and strap were added. I didn't regard any of this as sexually related until I saw my aunt spank my 10 year old cousin Carol on her bare behind when I had my first remembered erection. I was six at the time, and had no idea what sex was. Every time after this when I was spanked, I had an erection which my mother had to be aware of in that most of them were given over her knee and all were nude. Spankings at school were given by the disciplinarian in groups and naked, so when I was to be beaten all the rest of the victims saw my aroused penis. Everyone except me found this funny. Tom sometimes was present at some the beatings and was aware of their effect on me. It must have been about six months after the beginning of our mutual jacking that Tom suggested that I spend the weekend with him sleeping over from friday until sunday. Our parents agreed since that weekend they were going out of town together. Tom's 19 year old sister was to keep an eye on us, but as soon as her parents were out of sight, she left with her boy friend and didn't return until sunday morning. We had not only friday afternoon for our usual jack off, but the entire weekend for whatever else we fancied. Our usual jacking was done from 4 to 6 always in the nude and lubed up with vaseline and baby oil. Naturally we got in the first one as usual. After supper with his parents and sister, his parents left town with my parents, and then his sister disappeared. So we had the house to ourselves, and Tom asked what did I want to do next. I asked him if he had anything in mind. He said yes. How would you like a spanking? I couldn't believe my ears, and asked him why did he think I liked that. He reminded me of my reputation at school for having a hard when I got spanked. I refused. He said not to be shy, he found spankings heating too because both his mother and sister spanked him, and he got hard too when they did it. He volunteered to go first if I would spank him. I said no. He proposed another jacking; I agreed. We removed our clothes, lubed up with him jacking me and me jacking him. After about 10 minutes of this we both had a good come. After we recovered from our comes, he suggested skinny dipping in the pool. I agreed, and we got into the pool. While we were swimming he began to relate his interest in spanking which was not a lot different from mine. He also began his spanking career at four with his mother as the spankor. He also got it on an average of about once a week usually over his mother's knee. While we were talking he had pressed his pecker against a jet and had a good hard on. He pulled me over to him and began to rub my behind, and my pecker began to stiffen. Then instead of merely rubbing my behind, he began to slap it, softly at first, but gradually increasing the force. With my pecker at full attention, he moved me over to the jet so my thing was being titillated while he was now giving me a rather forceful spanking. After I came, he suggested we go inside. When we were in the changing room he sat down on a bench, pulled me over his lap, and began spanking me forcefully. After about ten minutes of this, he stopped, and had me look at my behind in a mirror. It was cherry red. Didn't you like that, he asked? I admitted I did. He suggested that we rest for a while, have something to eat, and continue later. We did. About an hour later we went back into the changing room; he went over to a closet, took out a belt, gave it to me, and lay over my lap. I gave him a hard beating with the belt for about 10 minutes. When it was over, he got up with a raging hard, and began stroking his pecker. I joined in stroking my own, and in another 10 minutes or so we both came. Then we showered and went to bed. About 4 in the morning, I awoke with Tom holding my pecker and slowly stroking it. When he saw I was awake, he got the lube and worked on my thing until I came. We went back to sleep, and awoke about 7, had breakfast, skinny dipped for about an hour, and then watched porn on cable TV for an hour or so. He asked me to go with him to the master bathroom which was his parents. When we got there, Tom asked if I knew what an enema was. Of course I did, I said. He told me he often got them along with a spanking as a punishment, and wanted one now. He got out his mother's equipment, filled the bag with water, knelt down on the floor with his behind up, and asked me to insert the tube in his anus. I did his for him, and after he had taken what I believed was 2 quarts, sat on the toilet and gave it all back. He showered after this,and we skinny dipped again. After lunch, we went back in his room, and had another jack off doing ourselves this time. By now, he must have concluded I would do anything he asked, so he proposed we go back into the master bath. When we got there he filled the enema bag, motioned for me to kneel with my behind up, and gave me the full 2 quarts. After I got rid of it we both showered together, and he was continually playing with my pecker and balls while we bathed. After the shower we went back to the changing room to watch more porn. Afterward we went to the master bath; he got out a bulb vaginal syringe of his mother's, put baby oil in the bulb, knelt down, and asked me to squirt it in his anus. I did. Then he did the same to me. When he finished with me, and when I was still in the knee chest position, I felt him shove his pecker into my anus. He thrust in and out for about 5 or so minutes when he came. After this he took my raging hard pecker in his hand lubed it up with baby oil, knelt down, and I did him. We showered again, and then slept for about 3 hours. When we awoke, we ate, then watched more porn.Then we went back to bed, and slept for about 5 hours. When we awoke it was about 6 sunday morning. Tom suggested another jack off with each doing the other. I agreed, and we had a good come after about 15 minutes. Then we bathed and dressed since we expected his parents and sister to return. When I left to go home, Tom said don't forget tomorrow after school. I was a more experienced, if not wiser boy.

I have a neighbor couple, Valerie, and Greg. Both are hot, and I have often fantasized about each of them. I have always considered myself bisexual, even though I have never had a male experience. I enjoy eating my own cum from a pussy or a woman's belly or breasts, and find I think about males as much as women when I masturbate.I am married, and I like my wife to finger my ass while she is blowing me, and I have a dildo I use on my ass when masturbating. I have always said that I would not pass up the chance to be with a man if it occurred.One Saturday, my wife was gone and Greg asked if I would help work on his car. For a chance to be around him and his wife, I said sure. As we were finishing, Valerie came out and offered us some water. She had obviously just came from the shower. Her red hair was wet and she was wearing one of those short robes that barely covered her beautiful ass. She asked if I wanted to come in to cool off. I said yes, even though I was heating up. Valerie and I sort of have a past. She caught me jerking off to a porn video once. She joined me and we watched and masturbated together. I don't think Greg knew.As our conversation turned to sex, she asked if I would like to have a threesome with them. Somewhat shocked, I looked at Greg, who seemed to approve. I asked what was off limits. Valerie wasn't into anal, but everything else seemed to be o.k. She said she wanted Greg to get her warmed up, then I could join in. We were all soon naked in the bedroom. I stroked my dick as Greg and Valerie went through their thing like I wasn't there. I noticed his dick was thinner than mine, but about two inches longer. Soon he was on her screwing away and she motioned for me to put mine in her mouth. She was really could at sucking and licking my balls. We swapped places and then things got really interesting. As I was screwing Valerie, I got really hot watching his dick slide in and out of her mouth. Then, on a whim I kissed her and Greg's dick was moving between our lips. He moaned, and I took his shaft and put the whole thing in my mouth. It seemed time stood still for a few minutes. Valerie looked pleased that I had did this. Amazingly, we all started cumming at the same time. Valerie started contracting on my dick as it filled her pussy, and Greg filled my mouth. I couldn't swallow it all, and some leaked onto Valerie's pretty face. As soon as I was able, I kissed her and licked the rest off, then turned to Greg and milked the rest out of him. I stayed with him until I noticed my cum leaking out of Valerie's pussy, and went down on her. After I had cleaned her out good, Greg and I both had erections again. I told him I wasn't like his wife. I had no objections to anal penetration. He looked very interested. I lubed up my ass, then his dick, and got on all fours. He positioned himself behind me and I was thinking I am finally going to see what it is like. Valerie moved under me so she could lick me and watch Greg penetrate my ass. I felt the head go in, then slowly he worked the rest of his length in. It was incredible. Nothing like a finger or a dildo. Immediately knew that I would have to experience this again. Even though we had both cum recently, this was hot neither of us lasted long at all. As his dick erupted deep in my ass, I spasmed and shot on Valerie's boobs and stomach. Surprisingly, This time it was Greg who licked it off her, then cleaned my dick off in his mouth. We have gotten together several times since then, mostly for sucking, sometimes anal. Sometimes Valerie joins in, sometime she just watches, and sometimes its just him and me. If I could only talk my wife into eating Valerie's pussy, then we could have some interesting combinations.

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER:
TITLE: My first time

I still remember to this day vividly my first gay experience. It was one very hot summers day sitting board in a history lesson counting the minutes till break time. I must have been about thirteen at the time and still a virgin and very curious about my sexuality. I would often sit in class with my hand in my pocket slowly rubbing my penis but always care full that no one else was watching. Well this was the day it all changed… A mate sitting just over from me tapped me on the back so I turned around when the teacher wasn’t looking, he passed me a note, taking care the teacher didn’t see I opened it. “Do you want to come round after school tonight” it said, I thought it was strange that Andy the guy who had put his name on the note had sent it to me as I really didn’t know him that well. Being in the second year at secondary school he was a kid I had never really got chatting too much. Anyway once the class was over I went and asked him why he’d asked me to come round… He said maybe we could do some homework together and help each other a bit as we were both in the lower group of this class so I agreed as Andy only lived round the corner from me so he said. 3.15 came around and there he was waiting for me at the school gates, and off we went. We didn’t need to worry about parents that day as my parents didn’t get home until 6 and neither did his, plus Andy’s older brother was never at home anyway. So arriving at Andy’s house he immediately asked me upstairs to his bedroom. He had quite a tiny room and as you’d aspect there was the usual sort of guys mess everywhere, anyway as it was a hot day and he’d taken off his school shirt off once we’d got upstairs. He had quite a nice body with tanned skin from a recent holiday. He suggested that I should take my shirt off too as he could see I was sweating from the walk home, so I did. I could feel an odd feeling of excitement run through me in taking off my shirt, I could see in the corner of my eye Andy watching me… by this point I could feel my _____ getting hard. Andy then said to me I had ever wanked off before, I said no! Embarrassingly! “Come on” he said “we’ve all done it” after a short pause I admitted to it. It’s nothing to be ashamed of he said. I’ve seen you touching yourself in class before. It was all stating to make a bit more sense now. “I tell you what” he said, we should both see who can cum the fastest… By this point my heart was starting to beat faster, my _____ really was lusting for it to be wanked off so I agreed. He pulled down his trousers and pants and pulled out his _____, I was surprised how big it was! I did the same. I was so excited and could see he was too. We both sat there looking at each other as we masterbated next to each other on the bed. I could see he was getting close ejaculateming! And sure enough he came all over himself. Andy could see I wasn’t quite there yet and to my surprise asked if he could finish me off, I was so horny I agreed. I lay back on his bed eye’s shut then even more to my surprise felt Andy’s mouth place itself around my _____, I was in haven!! Back and forth he went harder and faster and before you knew it I’d cum! Andy looked at with a smile. I could tell he’d enjoyed what he’d done as I think he’d swallowed all my semen. I was so turned on I proceeded to take the rest of my close off even my socks and did the same to Andy. I put his _____ in my mouth gave him the same pleasure he’d given me. I’d never been so horny in all my life as we touched, sucked and licked every part of each others body for about an hour. We both decided that from that day onwards we would do the same every week if we could and so we did until girls started to have there impact on our each of our lives but that’s another story…

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Ecstasy

Every summer we’d always go and see my parent’s friends up country for a few days. I loved doing this as I got on really well with there son Dean who was a few years older than me, I think I must have been 14 at the time and my friend 16. Well, after an outing on a beautiful summer’s day it was getting late and we’d decided when we got back we’d go straight to bed as we were both knackered. So once we returned we went straight upstairs. I couldn’t help noticing Dean’s body. He was quite muscular with a great tone. I had always secretly tried to compete with him and needless to say I think he’d noticed too. When I looked at him changing out of his clothes I could feel myself getting excited! He went of to have a quick shower which was en-suite as his parents were very well off. I’d already stripped down to my boxers and was lying on top of the covers of the spare bed as it was a very humid evening. A few minutes later Dean came out of the shower room with just a small towel wrapped around him. I watched him walk back over to his bed. His butt was pert and looked firm and you could clearly see he was well hung. By this point my mind was racing!! My penis was starting to get very hard! As he dried himself off he turn and looked at me, he then dropped his towel! “Do you like what you see” he said. I could tell he’d seen me watching him. “Yes” I said. He came and sat down next to me and before I knew it gripped his warm hand around my very hard penis through my boxers. I was so excited I could of burst! He then proceeded to pull my underwear off and beat my manhood back and forth giving me a feeling of pleasure I’d never felt before. I was in ecstasy! I looked at his proud impressive penis standing to attention, all I wanted to do is beat him off too so I did. I could feel penis building up with cum ready to burst… I said lets cum together and to my surprise he said no! “I’ve got something far better in mind”. “Lie on top of me” he said, “head to toe” he added. Curious and more turned on than ever I agreed. Now put my penis in you’re mouth and suck me however you want and I‘ll do the same with yours he explained. My God I couldn’t believe it we were in a 69! He sucked my warm throbbing penis with such skill. I truly couldn’t believe how horny he was making me feel! Working me with his tongue around my pumping dome and sucking me back and forth with his wet lips! Before I knew it I felt my mouth fill with his warm salty sperm! It was amazing and tasted so good I swallowed the whole load down, within seconds I came and he did me the same pleasure! From that day on every time we saw each other we couldn’t resist catering to each others fantasies and I even had full anal sex on one occasion but that’s another story….. Any way this went on until Dean went to university. I still wonder to this day as I haven’t seen him in years what would happen if we saw each other again… My heart is beating faster and faster as I conclude my story…

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Dare..

I have been jerking off with my friend for sometime now. Sometimes me, him, and his brother get together and play Truth or Dare. Well I have been wanting to try sucking a dick for a while (Reason being is because I read all these stories of people doing it, and got it running though my mind.) Anyway we were playing blackjack and the loser had to draw and a dare that was in a bowl that we filled with dares. So, hoping I would get it, I put "Must suck winners dick" Well it was one of the last dares and I got it. I was so happy and I was shocked to find out my friend was willing to let me suck him. We turned the lights off and I moved over to him, I had no idea what I was doing. I reached out and grabbed his member and moved down slipping it into my mother. It was so big it filled my mouth so fast. I was slowly moving my tongue around the thick member. I thought it would taste different then it did. I sucked it softly as I moved my mouth up and down, my tongue rubbing it softly as I did. I was suppose to do it for 5 seconds, but I liked it, I did it for 10 seconds and then pulled away, not wanting to look like I liked it. I wanted so bad to do it again so I told me. "No I want a rematch for the same dare loser sucks the winner." Then I lost and sucked on the thick member once again. I was so happy. I could have laid there and sucked off his member for the entire night it was so great. So we kept playing BlackJack, and the loser had to suck the winner. I think we played for 2 hours, none of us cumming. There is more to this story if you like this I will post the other half write back ^.^

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: A Mutual Masturbation Story

By the time I was 15, I had been masturbating for 6 years, and cumming for 2. A friend and I had been masturbating together after school for about 2 years or since the time I had been ejaculating. we got started in our join jerking one night when I was sleeping over at his house, and he asked me if I masturbated. I didn't hesitate to tell the truth assuming that he did also. This turned out to be true, but he had just begun to come and did not produce a lot of jizz. After every one else was asleep, he asked me to jerk off for him. I did, and produced a big load. He was so impressed, that he suggested we get together after school to study and experiment. It started with each of us jerking his own pecker, then we jerked the other's. I was curious to see what a pecker looked like when he jizz first began to shoot, so he would tell me when he was about to come. I would lower my head to his pecker level to get a good look. The sight was very interesting because by that time, his head was dark red, the meatus opened, and he shot three or four ropes of come. Afterward, I did the same for him.

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: The most exciting moments

The most exciting moments of a jack off session for me when I was in my middle teens were just before beginning when I fantasized about the appearance of my red throbbing dong at the point of orgasm, and the moment before I came at the end of a session when my prick's appearance actually matched my fantasy. One hot summer day when I thought I was home safely alone I was jacking with my eyes closed smiling and grimacing enjoying the pleasures of an impending come, when my friend Bob came in without knocking. He was watching me with my eyes closed at the very end of the session. When I finally recovered from the ecstasy, and opened my eyes I saw him in he mirror standing behind me smiling broadly. He told me not to be embarrassed since he did the same thing. Then he asked what was it that I was thinking about when I was cumming. I explained to him that I was fantasizing about mu first orgasm when I was 9 and my little hairless prick was fire engine red. He asked if I wanted company in another jack off. I agreed, he took off his clothes, and we had our first mutual jacking.

SEXUALITY: Undecided
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Mystery Caller

I had just come home from work when the phone rang. "Hello," I answered. After a brief silence, the deep, husky voice of a 50-ish man, hesitatingly asked, "Is this John?" Equally hesitant, I answered, "yes, who is this?" The man proceeded to tell me that a mutual friend had given him my number. He went on to say he had seen me many times at a local health club and that "our mutual friend" thought it would be nice if me and this strange caller got together. He would not tell me who this so-called mutual friend was. I hung up, thinking a real friend was playing a joke. Later that night the stranger called again. This time he was more confident and aggressive. He told me that he had seen me in the showers at the health club and was fascinated with my "delicately-shaped body." At 20, I still had pretty, boyish features - in fact, with long brown hair in bangs and little hair anywhere else - I looked more like a 15-year-old girl from the back. I asked him again how he got my number. Ignoring my question, he told me that this unnamed friend assured him that if he asked me to go to bed with him, I would say yes. Again I hung up. Although I routinely masturbated to seduction fantasies with older men, my curiosity had never allowed me to stray beyond the fantasy realm. However, the calls had made me very horny. I decided to satisfy my curiosity by going to the health club the next night at my usual time, which was about 90 minutes before closing. I was always one of the last in the showers and this night was no different. I paid extra attention to soaping my body - kind of in an erotic way. I sensed I wasn't alone in the showers. Suddenly I heard a familiar voice behind me. "Can I help you?" It was my strange caller. He was very large - 6 feet 2, 230 pounds - and mediterranean dark, with wavy, graying hair, and a thick mustache. I was frightened, intimidated, and yet, extremely turned on. After our showers he watched intently from an adjacent locker stall as I towel-dried myself. Being ogled excited me to the point of erection. My heart was beating so fast I could hardly breathe. He approached me again but simply said good night. That night I hoped the phone would ring. He didn't disappoint me. "Hi John. Now that we've teased each other enough, I'd really like to take you to bed." I told him I was very curious, but had never been with a man before. He assured me he was very experienced and that he would be very gentle with me. He was. After a few glasses of wine, we retired to his huge, king-size bed. He slowly undressed me down to my tight under-panties. From behind, he lightly caressed my shoulders, then ran his large fingers down my spine. Arching my back, I pushed my fat, round hiny into his waiting hands, while I slid my arms around his thick neck. I pressed back into his black, hairy chest, letting out soft pleasure moans as he massaged my hiny. Then he carried me into bed and gave me the most erotic tongue bath I could ever fantasize. He lapped my ears and neck, increasing my pleasure moans with his thick, heated breath. Obviously, my responses to what he was doing to me greatly aroused him. Relentlessly, his tongue butterfly-kissed my hardened nipples, then descended to my lower stomach. He demanded I tell him that I loved what he was doing to me. "Yes..yes, I moaned with pleasure. His hands continued to massage my hiny and the insides of my spindly thighs. I longed for him to touch me between my legs, but he was very patient. I begged him to relieve me but he only teased me more. Pressing his mouth into my groin, he exhaled deep, hot breaths. Gradually, a hand slid up my inner thigh and over my tensed, hardened testicles and penis. By now my under panties were soaking wet. He pulled and tugged at them and finally ripped them away. A lull followed as he momentarily explored my body with his dark eyes. Then he turned me over on my hands and knees. "Arch your back," he commanded. As he straddled me, he began to lightly massage my testes and the underbelly of my straining penis. Gently, he followed with light kisses around my hiny and down the backs of my thighs. Finally, he layed me again on my back. Exhausted and totally under his control, I let him masturbate me into a series of body-tensing ejaculations. With my entire body still shuddering from intense spasmic aftershocks, he continued the lovemaking, drawing me deep inside his hungry mouth. I lay paralyzed from the unceasing excitement of his sexual pleasure-giving, until he drew me into another intense wave orgasms. Totally spent, and drained of every ounce of emotional tension, I curled up inside the warmth of his hairy, masculine frame, and drifted off into a thoroughly relaxing sleep.

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Psychology of Long Term Mutual Masturbation

From the age of 12 to 18, I was in a long term mutual masturbation relationship with a school mate. I've often wondered why I got into this situation, and why both of us found it rewarding. I think I can answer these questions now. First I will set out my sexual history and then my friend's. The first spontaneous erection I recall happened when I saw a 9 year old girl spanked on her bare behind by her mother. I was 6 at this time. Always after this, whenever I or another kid was spanked, my penis hardened. Even the sound of a spanking produced this result causing my hard little penis to pulsate with the blows falling on the unfortunate behind. I should add here that discipline in my family always involved nude spanking administered by my mother as a ritual, i. e. we were always made to disrobe, put over her knee or the bed, and depending on the seriousness of the offense spanked by hand, strap, or hair brush. At times these were given to all siblings at the same time when we were punished for the same offense. As a result, I became very secretive,devious, and lying in an effort to avoid being spanked. I did not know that my erections had any relation to sex until I was 9 when I was introduced to masturbation by an older cousin whom I caught masturbating sitting on the toilet just as he ejaculated. I asked for and received an explanation which was given, and shown how to masturbate myself. The explanation included a warning to keep things hidden to avoid a severe spanking. After this introduction, I became an avid masturbator doing it 4 or 5 times a week, but always having dry orgasms until I reached 11 when I began to ejaculate. After this milestone in my sexual odyssey, I increased my sessions to about 3 times a day, and always used vaseline, cold cream, olive oil, or soap as a lubricant. The odors of any of these, the sounds of spanking, or any sound similar to my fist hitting my abdomen produced a raging hard. I was in this state when our mutual masturbation began. I knew my friend who I shall call Alan because our families belonged to the same country club, and frequently attended the same social events at the club. On one of these occasions when I was 12, out of boredom, I asked to be allowed to go outside. My parents agreed, and Alan, equally bored, asked if he could go with me. His parents agreed. When we got out, we wandered around the golf course, and as darkness fell we noticed two teens sitting in a car necking. We spied on them for about 15 minutes getting more and more aroused. When we could take it no longer and as it was now quite dark, Alan suggested that we go over to a wooded area which we did. On the way, he asked me if I jacked off. I hesitated but told him the truth. Then he wanted to know if I had ever been caught. Again I told him the truth, saying yes. Then I asked if he jacked off and whether he had been caught. His answer was yes to both questions. Next he said that he had to get off, and asked if I would mind if he jacked off. I said no, and he got his penis out and began to jack. This was more than I could bear, so I joined him, and we had our first mutual. I complained to him that it was tough to jack off at home because my mother, brothers, and sisters were always around. His response was that's not a problem, come to my house after school, and we can jack off every day. I'll tell my mother that we are studying together. I have no brothers or sisters, and my mother is always out until about 6 o'clock. Our mothers agreed to this, and the following monday afternoon was the beginning of a relationship which lasted 6 years. We began our first session in Alan's bedroom by removing our clothes. When we were naked each 12 year old avidly gaped at the other noting first penis size, pubic hair, testes, and general appearance. I asked if he had any lube which he had. So we lubed up and began with me sitting on his bed facing him and him sitting in a chair opposite me. My peter was a little bigger than his at 5 inches. His was about half an inch less, but fatter. We stroked away like this for about 5 minutes with my peter swelling, and getting very red. His was a darker red and swelled larger than mine. We kept going for about another 5 minutes when I began to feel the moment of truth approaching and I told him I was ready to come. It began as always with a long spray of thin white fluid soon followed by thick white semen spurting out with each orgasmic spasm. I produced 3 shots followed by a long dribble. When he saw this, he exclaimed. God, what a load. His pace increased, and he soon followed me with his orgasm but without the preliminary spurt of thin come and only 2 shots followed by dribbling. When we calmed down, he began the conversation by asking what turned me on. I tried to hide the truth by saying I like to think about a girl's tits. He seemed to understand that I was evading the question. So he said that he didn't think I shot such a large load merely thinking about tits. Next he asked how I began. So I told him about seeing the little girl getting spanked and my peter getting hard. This seemed to light him up, and he asked if I were into spanking. I admitted that every time I got a spanking, or saw or heard another being spanked, I got a raging hard, and as soon as I could I jacked off. But I didn't think of this as being into spanking. He smiled and said, that he knew that our mothers frequently talked about how we kids were disciplined, and that his spankings began after his mother asked mine how it was that her children were so well behaved. It was then that she was told about how each of us were spanked nude, that the spankings varied in severity depending on the offense, and that if more than one of us were involved in the same offense we were spanked together with the unspanked waiting in the nude for the current spanking to end. Alan saw that I was horrified to learn that my mother had discussed spanking with his. He said that I shouldn't be embarrassed since the same thing happened to him even describing how his mother was told how to cover the entire area from the upper cheeks to just above the knees until they were bright red, and that this would take at least 5 minutes of spanking if not more. He said that his reaction to spanking was the same as mine, and that he had to jack off as soon after the spanking as possible. Talking about spanking got us horny again, so we lubed up and had another go. After the last one, we cleaned up and I went home. That night when I was in bed and everyone else was asleep, I got to thinking about what Alan and I had done, got another hard, went into the bathroom and jacked again. The next day at school I couldn't get it out of my mind that I soon would be at Alan's house jacking again. He had given me a key to the front door, so when I let myself in, and went to his bedroom, I found Alan naked, lying on his back with his peter lubed up waiting for me. He said, come on get your clothes off and lube it up. We shouldn't waste time. I followed his instructions, lay down beside him, and after 10 or 15 minutes of jacking we had our third mutual. He had been thoughtful enough to put two beach towels on the bed so our come did not get on the sheets. After we came down from our high, he reverted to the subject of spanking, asking if it was true that my mother had a spanking bench, and if she reserved saturday for spankings unless one had to be given earlier. I confirmed that both were true, and asked if his mother told him. He said yes, and that he was always threatened with the kind of spankings Tom (my name) got if his behavior didn't improve. I asked him if he believed that his mother gave him such spankings. He said that he did. So I asked him to describe the worst spanking he ever got. He blushed and said it was when he was about 9 and had been given for setting one of their trees on fire. The spanking started with a hand warm up, and finished with him over his mother's lap getting it on his bare behind with her hairbrush. He was sore for a week after that. I looked down at his peter and saw that it was hard again. He noticed that I was looking at his hard peter, and asked me to lube it up for him and jack him off. I hesitated, but complied, and while I did him; he did me. This set a precedent; thereafter we did ourselves the first time, and on the second go, each did the other. Before I left for home, he asked why I was hard before I got my clothes off. I admitted that I got hard every time I smelled vaseline or any other lube I used for jacking. Our session for the rest of the school year went like this. In the summer occasionally we rode our bikes out to a secluded lake, skinny dipped, and got in a jack off. Sometimes we met other friends at the lake, and did a few circle jerks, but they were not as exciting as our sessions at Alan's house during the school year. Our first session of the new school year began as usual with us doing ourselves for the first jacking. Alan noticed that my behind and legs were bruised, and asked if I had been spanked. I admitted I had been. He asked me to tell him why. I said my mother caught me in the hall closet peering through a hole spying on my sister in the bathroom. He asked if the view was worth the spanking. I said yes I saw her masturbating, and if my mother had known what she was doing, she would have gotten a worse spanking. He looked at me oddly, and sheepishly asked me to spank him before we did our second jack off. I refused at first, but he kept begging. So I asked him how did he want it done? He said with the strap just like you get it, so he got in the knee/chest position and I gave him about 100 licks. After this we lay down next to one another and each of us did he other. Our sessions went on like this with a few variations until we finally out grew our obsession. Occasionally each of us spanked the other, and once or twice a year we got in a fellatio, but didn't enjoy this enough to make it a permanent part of out reptoir. Intercourse with girls and going to college brought this to an end.

We were playing the computer and he kept on saying suck my penis so I told him that I couldn't because he didn't have it out. He stood up on his chair and pulled down his red briefs exposing his 1 and a half inch penis. I placed my mouth right over it and then slipped my lips back. He sat and stared at me and told me he wanted to go upstairs. When we were up there he said that he wanted to suck my penis as I had already sucked his. I pulled it out at a massive, rock hard and let him do it. His mum was downstairs but she never caught us. As he was sucking me I placed my hands around his head and pushed him further on to me and didn't let him stop for about a minute. We kept on switching and sucking for about half an hour until I said if he could cum. He said that he didn't know what this was so I showed him. As this was my first time I was shaking with excitement and it took me about 30 seconds to shoot my load all over my hands and his bed. I cleaned myself up and every time we get horny we just suck each other crazy. We even tried a 69 and I hadn't even heard of what this was, I just said that we should suck at the same time! Wow, The next time I was round his house, staying the night, I tried to make him cum by showing him how to do it. While he was asleep I crept up to him and pulled down his pants and started to suck while I pushed my fingers up his ass. He didn't cum, but he did wake up about 2 minutes later, not realizing a thing, and said that his penis really stung. He went to the toilet and came back in holding a wet, sticky penis that he thrust into my mouth. He said that he finally did it.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY:   First Time

It was over my friends house! me and him and 2 other of our friends would go over and look at porn every day at his house! they would all pull out their things and compare sizes! I felt sort of uncomfortable and didn't want to at first but he finally convinced me! so I pulled mine out and showed everyone. then he walked over and started sucking me. it felt so good! later that night I also performed oral sex on him! he had the biggest dick there! having some one else's shaft in my mouth was a cool experience! it felt weird at the time but I often think about it and jack off! and that's my story!

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