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SEXUALITY: Undecided
GENDER: Male
TITLE: I want to do it again!

I've always had a fascination with guys penises. My best mate and I were at my home watchin t.v and my brother was on the phone to his gfriend. My friend, who I had done a bit of stuff with before, just blurted out ''Do u want me to toss you off?''. He said he'd do me on the couch but I said that we should go upstairs because my brother was on the phone. We quietly made our way up and I got my erect penis out and he began to stoke me..hard. I was in ecstacy. I lay on the bed and he continued to stroke and then to suck a little. I was moaning but I could'nt cum because I was afraid we would be interrupted. We stopped when we heard creaking on the steps. Recently, he's not shown any signs of wanting to do it again. He had a girlfriend at the time and they are still together. How can I lure him back to it?

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER:
TITLE: Sure Shocked Me!

I was married with a child and working hard for a national company. I enjoyed my work and was doing quite well. Periodically, the corporation would sponsor national meetings which we were required to attend. The corporate management felt that it was good policy to have their successful managers room with those who were struggling. On this particular ocassion I was matched up with a guy from California, who was around my age and a lot of fun. Joe was 6'1", blond, well built and good looking. He and I quickly struck up a friendship and after the organized session ended returned to our room where we sat up late sharing life stories and getting to know eachother. He was particularly interesting because he was an ex-priest and I am Catholic. I found it fascinating to listen to his stories and learn about the inside workings of my church. Somehow we overslept the next morning and were going to be late for a required meeting. I woke him and jumped in the shower. He opened the bathroom door and asked if he could shave while I showered. Being a gym freak it didn't bother me and so he came into the bathroom. I heard the water running but then felt the shower curtain being pulled back. Joe climbed in and wanted to know if I'd share the tub. I was taken back and before I could answer he began lathering my back. His hands slid around to my chest and then down the front of me to my penis. I laughed nervously and he said he really liked me and wanted to give me some pleasure. By then I was already getting excited and ended up allowing him to wash my entire body. After he finished he grabbed a towel and dried both of us off leading me to the bed. Then I found myself in a "hot steamy" embrace as we rolled around kissing and licking eachothers bodies. He put my fully erect penis in his mouth and began sucking. I had never had a sexual experience with a man before, and frankly never thought about it. I exploded in his mouth with the strongest ejaculation I could remember. I couldn't bring myself to return the favor but did help him masturbate. Afterwards we just layed in eachothers arms for the longest time. Then showered together again and arrived at our meeting in time for lunch. The entire event really threw me for a loop. I never thought I would be able to engage in man on man sex and I was sure shocked to find out that I really enjoyed it! After a number of years struggling with the whole event I finally came to the conclusion that it was OK and a memory that I should hang on to.

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: learning boy

I grew up in a very rural area. As boys, we played in fields and wooded areas, some of which were only 100 feet from our houses. A next door neighbor boy and I occasionally entered the woods to play with each others' bodies. We began by stroking each others' penises to erection, then puttiong them between each others' ass cheeks. Soon, we were sucking on each others' penises. One day, as my friend sucked my penis, I felt a wonderful feeling grow over my glans, and then experienced an orgasm - my first ever, I didn't know what it was, only that it felt mmm gooood, and I wanted to feel it over 'n over 'n over... That first time, I didn't ejaculate, but did the next time...

SEXUALITY: Straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: hunter

I'm strait (definitely) but once, I was sleeping over @ my friend hunter's house. we were both sleeping in the convertible sofa... we had pijamas on and we were just talking... suddenly he asked me, do u no wat being horny is? I pretended that I didn't know. so he sed do u want 2 know? I sed yea sure... so he started masturbating me... it felt really good, so we started playing truth or dare. the dares were things like "get me horny"or "i dare u to put my thing in your mouth" we never had gay experiences anymore, but I always remember... and when I do, I get hard. if I still kept in touch with him, im sure that we might go farther, now that we are both 4 years older and more aware of gayness.

SEXUALITY: Virgin
GENDER:
TITLE: Neighbour Boys

I used to mowe the lawn for an elderly lady that lived about five blocks down from my house. She was very nice to me, she payed me handsomely, and when I was done she would offer me a glass of lemonade. Well one day I was finishing up the lawn when some boys came walking down the sidewalk. There was five of them, but I didn't pay too much attention to them, but I did notice one of them kept staring at me for some reason. I couldn't figure out why, I had never seen the kid before in my entire life. I was very sheltered as a kid, I never knew how to masturbate (or what it even meant) until I was 15 years old. Anyways, one summer evening when I was mowing the lawn for the lady, I noticed the same boys walking across the sidewalk. For some reason it seemed like they were using that sidewalk alot more often lately. It used to be I'd never see them, but now I saw them almost every time I mowed. I had never talked to them before, but today was different. As I was mowing the lawn they came over to where I was. I stopped the mower and said Hello. They all said hello, then one of them says to me "We've been noticing you have been mowing for the lady alot lately." I replied "Yeah, it's good money I suppose." Then the kid says to me "Hey, would you like to come hang with us when you're done? We're playing video games and stuff and thought you might want to join us." I said I'd have to go home and ask my mom first, otherwise she would freak out on me. They said cool, and the one kid wrote his phone number down on a piece of paper, and handed it to me. "Just give me a call if your mom lets you come, and I'll give you directions to my house." I said cool, and the boys left. I started to wonder, why would they want me to hang with them? They didn't seem like they were the friendliest bunch in the world, plus they had to be at least 15-16 years old. I didn't really think about it much, if I had, things might have turned out differently. I was too excited though. I had been really bored lately, mostly because all of my friends had gone to summer camp, except me, and I really wanted to hang out with someone. I finished the lawn in a hurry, then went to the lady's front door and knocked. She came to the door and said, "Have you finished yet, P__?" I said yes. She asked me if I wanted some lemonade, I told her that I couldn't. She asked me why, and I said I was going to go meet some boys I had recently met. She said okay, and asked me how much she owed me. I told her I was in a hurry, that she could pay me for today next week, when I mowed again. She said okay again, and then she said goodbye. I ran over to my house as quickly as I could. My mom was sitting down in a lawn chair, smoking a cigarette. When she saw me running towards her she quickly hid it. "What's wrong honey? Why are you running so fast?" She asked me. I explained to her that nothing was wrong. Then I told her about the boys I had met, and how they had invited me over to play video games with them. "Well I don't see why not, since you've finished all of your chores." She says. "Just make sure you're back before 7:00, okay?" I told her okay. I was now 12:30 p.m. .My mom never let me stay away from the house past 7:00, it was like a cerfew I suppose. She was never super strict on me, but she always was strict on the cerfew. I ran inside the house and dialed the number that the boy had wrote down for me. "Hello" answered one of the boys (I couldn't tell which one it was). "I said hello, and told him that my mom said I could come over. He said cool, and handed the phone to the boy whose house they were all at. "Just go to the corner that the lady's on, go straight north about two blocks, then turn left. I live in the first house on that street, to the left. I said cool, hopped on my bike, and rode down the sidewalk that led to the old lady's house. Once I was at the corner, I turned right. Then I followed this street two blocks, and turned left. Sure enough, on the left hand side, was the house the boy had described. One of the boys was sitting on the bottom step, waiting for me. The house was a new one, but it hadn't been kept very well. I walked inside the house with the boy, who was behind me, and that's when it all began. There were no lights on inside the house, and it was very dark. The boy behind me shut the door quickly, and I couldn't see anything. I felt two pairs of hands grab my ankles from the front, and pull me off of my feet. Then I felt two more pairs of hands grab my wrists. Then I was lifted off from the ground. I tried to scream, but someone immiediately tied a hankerchief around my mouth, and they also tied something over my eyes. I was carried up a flight of stairs (I could tell from all the bouncing around). Then I was carried into a room. The four of them laid me down on a bed, I tried to kick, or something, but they held me down tightly, while two others tied me to the posts of the bed. I heard someone close and lock a door, Then I heard someone turn a light on. I heard alot of laughing, and then someone took whatever was over my eyes off. I saw all five of the boys standing around me, and I also noticed a couple more boys. In all there were seven guys, the other two looked like they were at least 17 years old. The kid who had given me the phone number walked over to me. He said to me, "Do you have to be back at a certain time? Blink once for yes, twice for no." I blinked once. Then he said that he was going to take the scarf off, only long enough for me to tell him when. He said if I screamed they would beat me up. He took the scarf off slowly, and I told them my mom wanted me back at 7:00p.m. I didn't scream, I couldn't anyways, I was shaking too much, and I couldn't find my voice. Then they taped my mouth shut. Next, two of the boys walked around and held my arms down tightly, and two more of the boys held my legs down tightly. Then two more untied the ropes, while the last one was on top of my legs, unbottoning my shorts. He slid my shorts and my boxers off. I tried to kick, or to break free, but the four of them were much too strong for me. Then someone from behind me pulled my t-shirt off. Then they tied the ropes back on the posts. All seven of them stripped nude. I was scared so much, I had never been nude in front of anyone before (except my parents when I was real little) and now I was buck naked in front of seven teenage guys, who were also naked! They were all getting hard ons, and my own penis was getting hard. My penis was 5 1/2 inches then. Each one of them were at least 7 inches, and all of them except a couple were very muscular. One of them got a paper bag from a drawer. I coldn't see what was in it at the time, but one of the boys got in between my legs (my legs were spread out eagle style). Then he put a cold glop of goo on my anus, and he put it on my penis. Then all seven of the boys took some of the lube, and started to spread it around certain areas of my body. Then all seven of them got on the bed, and it was seven on one. One guy was riding my penis, one was humping my face, two of them were humping my sides, two were humping my legs, and one was humping my anus. It was the most intense moment of my life. I was crying really hard, because it hurt so much. The guy humping my anus stopped and lifted my butt up some, and then he put a pillow under it. Then he started penetrating. I started screaming, it hurt so bad. Once he had all seven inches in my anus he started going at it full force. After about seven pumps he shot his load in my butt. Once all of them had cummed they switched places. It wasn't pleasurable for me at all. The guy riding my erection always stopped before I cummed, and it hurt every time one of them humped, because after awhile the lube wore off, and so it was starting to get very painful. I had cum all over me, head to toe, and then one of the guys got up and got something else out of the paper bag. He then instructed the guy who was humping my face to stop. He then told me that he was going to take the tape off, and if I didn't do exactly what I was told I'd regret it. So he took the tape off, and then the guy who was humping my face stuck his erection in my mouth. I was then told to suck, and to swirl my tongue around the head of his erection. I didn't want to, but I was afraid of what he might do to me, so I did. After a few seconds the guy started moaning very loudly, and the head started to swell so much I thought my jaw was going to fall off! then a couple seconds later he cummed in my mouth. I was instructed to swallow, and I did. Once he was done everyone stopped humping. Then one by one they all stuck their erections in my mouth, and I had to blow them all. Then they held my arms and my legs down again. they untied the ropes, and flipped my over, so that my back was facing up. then they lubed my anus up some more, and they lubed my back up. Then three of them humped my back, while the other four took turns humping me doggie style. when one of them cummed the other took his place. My erection felt like it was going to burst. It was so nerve racking, I need to blow my load so bad I thought I would pass out from the tension. They all must have blown their load at least 100 time all over me, from my fore head, to my abdomen, to my butt, to my legs, I even felt some of them humping my feet. They all made sure that I didn't blow my load, I knew they must have been doing this a long time. I heard a clock chime every so often, and finally I heard it chime six times. Thats when one of the boys said "We better get him cleaned up, if he's not back by 7:00 they'll get sucpicous." One of the older boys said (I could tell because I hadn't heard this one talk yet) "Fine, explain it to him, then get him in the bath. make sure he's clean enough so they can't smell it." So they all got dressed. The older boys left, then the boy who gave me his phone number came and leaned down next to my ear. By now I was crying so bad my entire face must have been tear stained. "I'm sorry you had to get caught up into this. The other two did the same thing to us man, and when they get sick of you, they make you find them another one. They tape the whole thing, so if you don't do what they say they threaten to show the tapes at school. They're good at what they do, the last kid to tell on them got hit hard man. First they beat him to a pulp, then they showed the tape at school. The kid didn't think they'd do it, because it was bound to have their faces in it, but they edited it, and no one could even see that he was being raped. The guy got humiliated so bad their parents had to move out of the state. I don't like doing this, but I have to." He then told me that every day after mowing I was to come over here, and if I told anyone about what was going on, or if I didn't show up, they'd show the tape (They taped the whole thing, beginning to end, I never heard it, but I knew it was true. I had heard about the kid he was talking about) He then untied me, took the tape off, and I tried screaming, but he covered my mouth. "Don't! I'm warning you, if I have to I'll beat you. My parents are downstairs now, they don't know what's going on up here. If they find out I'm dead, so don't!" He then let go, and I didn't scream. He handed me a towel, and told me to go wash up. I did as I was told, and when I was done I went back intot he room. He was the only one left, he handed me my clothes. He then came over and made sure I didn't stink of cum, and when he was satisfied he sat back down. He was still naked as a jay bird. "You never cummed, did you?" He asked. I shook my head. I was putting my shirt on, and while I was he came over and put my penis in his mouth. Good Lord it felt so good. He had me lay back down on the bed (which was cleaned) and after about a minute or so I came in his mouth. He swallowed it all, and then said, "There, that's all I can do for you. The rest of your life will most likely be hell on earth, so you might as well enjoy was little life you have left while you can." I then put my boxers, and my shorts on, and left. That was'nt the last time that happend, but that's another story. I'll tell a chapter two of this story, if I ever get the nerve....

SEXUALITY: Bisexual
GENDER: Male
TITLE: My First Time Ever

My first gay experience was with my best friend, who I'll call Jim. Me and Jim were at my house one day, just hanging around like guys do. I was about 13 at the time, he was fourteen, almost fifteen. I never knew what masturbation was, but I heard about it alot. I always wanted to find out, but I didn't have the nerve to ask at school. Well him and me were talking, and then the subject turned to sex. I asked him if he was still a virgin. He said he wasn't, that he had lost his virginity to a neighbour girl about a year ago. He then asked me the same question, and told me I had to tell the truth, since he had. I didn't want to tell him the truth, but I did anyways. I've always been honest with Jim, he's my best buddy. I told him yes, I was still a virgin. He asked me if I wanked off. I was getting really emberassed by now, I didn't even know what he meant, but I guessed it was something sexual. He then asked me again, and I said no. He then asked me why, and that's when I told him I didn't even know what it meant. I thought he would laugh at me, but he didn't. He just asked me if I would like to know, and I said yes. He told me that we should go up to my room, so we did. My parents were away at the time, I think they were eating out or something. My brother was over at his friend's house, probably playing video games or something. We entered my room, and he shut the door behind us. He then asked me if I had ever been nude in front of anyone else before. I told him only my family had seen my nude before. He then said that he could tell me, but it would be more fun to show me. He asked me if I wanted him to show me. I was really nervous, but I said yes anyways. He then told me to take all of my clothed off, and to lay down on the bed. I was too nervous to even move, so he said he'd do it for me. Before I could say anthing he had my shorts unbuttoned, and was pulling them down, exposing my boxer shorts. He then took my shirt off, and told me to lay down on my bed. I did as I was told. He told me to close my eyes, so I did. He took all of his clothes off, and told me I could look. I did, and for the first time I saw another guy's penis up close (I looked at my older brother's porn once in awhile). He had a nice body, no tan lines, and a muscular abdomen. His member was huge, it was at least 7 1/2 inches long. My own member was only 5 1/2 inches, and I only had a few pubic hairs around my naval area. He had hair all the way from his belly button to around his penis. I started to get really turned on by his naked body, and my member was standing at a full erection in my boxers. He asked me if I was comfortable with this, I said yes. Then he came over, and asked me if I was ready. I said yes. He came over to the bed, and pulled my boxers off, exposing my erect penis. He took a good look, and said he had never seen an uncut penis before. He then took my member, and started to wank me. It was the best experience I had ever had in my life! I started to moan loudly as he pumped. He told me to tell him when I felt a tingly feeling in my balls, and when I did I told him, and he stopped. Then he spread my legs out wide, got on his back, and put my legs over his shoulders. What he did turned me on so much I thought I'd pass out from the tension. He started to lick me right above my ass crack, and very slowly moved his tongue up. It felt sooo good, and he took his good time. Once he had reached right under my sack, I told him I couldn't take this much longer. He didn't pay me any attention, he just held my legs over his shoulders firmly, and continued to lick me. He ran his tongue over my sack, and then when his tongue reached as far as it could, he stopped. He let go of my legs, turned over and knelt between them. He then started to slowly pass his tongue over my shaft. I started to moan so loudly, I thought the neighbours were bound to hear me. He reached my head, and then my moans turned into muffled screams. He then reached the top, and stopped. He then told me that he wanted to do a 69, and I told him I didn't know what that was. He then told me he would show me. He got over my chest, and pulled my legs back until his hard member was dangling over my mouth. He then told me while he was sucking my erection, I could suck his. I happily agreed. He stuck my hard member in his mouth, and started sucking and swirling. I thought I would scream from all the pleasure this sent through my body, but I managed to keep it under control. I then leaned up, and started sucking on his erection. He silently moaned while he was working on my dick. After about two minutes I started to get the same feeling in my balls. I was sucking on his erection, and swirling my tongue around the head as fast as I could. Soon his head swelled, his balls tightened, and he shot five globs of cum in my mouth. I swallowed it all eagerly By now he was trying not to moan loudly, but he couldn't help it, and he moaned and moaned until I thought the neighbours would be calling by now. When he was done ejaculating I dropped back down on my back. He was still working on my erection. I was starting to wonder how long it would take, until he finally started to squeeze my balls. This turned me on alot! I felt my penis get really stiff, and then I felt all the muscles in my body tighten, and then I exploded in his mouth. I must have shot at least eight times, because he kept sucking soo hard. I thought I was really going to pass out this time, but I didn't. I shot so much in his mouth that he couldn't swallow it all, and it dribbled down his face. Finally I shot my last load, and he let my legs down, and went to the bathroom to get some tissues. The story isn't over yet, and for the sake of space I'll continue it in another chapter......

SEXUALITY: straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Dad, teach me how to do it

My dad always tried to teach me not to be shy nor to be scared to ask him anything at all he would tell me that as I was growing up I would have very personal questions about my body and about sex that I should not be afraid to ask him because it was part of growing up and he had the same wierd and personal questions when he was becoming a man. I have seen my father naked many times because we were a very close open family and a naked body was just that. I have been on campouts & trips with my dad and saw him with erections in the mornings because we always slept in the nude. I one day came home from school and asked where mom was and he told me she had to work very late. I asked him if he would come up to my room after I showered so I could talk to him. He answered "sure whats up?" I told him I had a few personal man to man questions I finally needed to ask him and would it be allright if he helped with a problem I was having. He looked into my eyes and and I think he knew what I wanted to talk about. He said sure why don't I get a quick shower downstairs and meet you in your bedroom before we get dressed for dinner. I agreed. I got up to the shower hoped in quickly and got out when my member was rock hard again for the 27th time that day. As I dried I heared dad_____ up and open the bathroom door standing there naked and suprisingly errect telling me not to bother getting dressed it might be easier to come out with whatever I wanted to talk about. I looked down at my errection and said "even about this" He looked at it and then looked at his own stating that he already knew what I wanted to talk ablut and was hoping that by coming up naked and hard it may put me at ease. I thank him and said yeah it does and what a whopper he was sprouting. He looked down at mine again and replies "looking pretty big there yourself kid. I'm proud of it and you." We went to my bedroom and sat next to each other with me staring at my fathers hard on. He said go ahead son tell me or show me. I looked at him an said "Dad, show me how to masterbate or give a greese job." he laughed and said "sure son I knew it" He went to his bedroom and returned back with a bottle of "wet" lubricant & told me to lay back, watch & of all things enjoy the show and what ever feels good let it happen. I layed there and watched every move my dad did with my penis and watched how he cirlced the head of it slow stroking and picking up and slowing down the pace. I asked him if he ever did this and he told me that he does it all the time. I asked if I could do it to him after he was done with me so he could see if I learned it right and he smiled knodded and said sure sone i'd like that. It wasn't long before I was moaning and squirming on the bed telling him that it felt like I had to pee. He told me to relax and assured me that I wouldn't do that but something wonderful instead and do what ever came natural to moan, scream hump his fist or what ever. Within moments I was watching his fist fly up and down on my penis and I started to shiver all over and screamed out loud with pleasure telling dad not to stop. I watched myself shoot almost two feet in the air and hugh amounts of juice flowed all over me and dad. It took a few minutes for me to regain my composure. I was eager to take care of dad to see if I learned it right. And was surprised to see that his was so large and hot to the touch. He too was a screamer and shot all over me. I asked him if this was the last time I would be doing this with him and he said It was up to me that if I wanted to join him in furture father son circle jerk sessions just like this one I could and he would not be hiding it when he does it anymore now that I have come of age and know how to do it. Why should he hide something that was natural and necessery for men to do. So we had many private father and son moments like this one for which I ame very gad for. My father is gone now and I have many fond memeries of him and the time he taught me to take care of myself.

SEXUALITY: Undecided
GENDER: Male
TITLE: me and dad

well me and my dad were always close to each other, we would walk around the house naked, go to the gym together, going swimming in the nude. this was the norm for me and my dad. I was so use to seeing him naked, it was like seeing him with clothes on. he has a big penis with black hair and hairy balls. one day when me and him we fishing,(we went fishing alot, we went where there was an island that no on else was on) it was hot so we both were just in our underwear. we got back to the island and we were both hot we took off our underwear and walked around like that(it was night). we always did that. he started a fire and we sat there butt naked, he stood up and he I walked over to him and smaked his ass and grabbed it, we always did stuff like that I gave him a hug saying thanks for taking me I starting to rubb againt him, he looked at me with pleasure as his penis got bigger. I could feel his chest hair rubbing againts me and I loved it. I went down and sucked him, he had a big penis. then we went in 69 and sucked each other I bent over so he could stick it in me, he did I moaned so much. then we went swimming nakes it was greak,

SEXUALITY: Straight
GENDER: Male
TITLE: Love It!

Me and a my friend clark would often stay over at his house. we had been friends for years but this past year I was in store for great things. well, after all of the "sex" talk most guys have with each other, we started to experiment with each other. on our second occasion....which was after a few beers, I was in his bed while he was getting ready for a shower. I turned on his tv, and pressed play to see what was in the vcr. I found it was a porn movie that was stopped at a gay scene. then I asked clark if he wanted me to get in the shower with him. he said yes, so I soon got undressed and met him in there. although I am over 18, I have not yet gone through the penis growth of puberty. I am only about 5-5 1/2 inches and he is big around 7. well, when I got in the shower I immediately started feeling of him then gave him head. then he gave me head and I asked him to let me _____ him. he timidly said ok and slowly sat on my dick. he made many moans and quickly got off because he said it hurt. then I suggested that we go back to his room. when we got there I started givig him head, then he did the same. then we started licked each others a$$ holes (which I had never done before) and it felt so good. he tried to give me anal but I also moaned alot because of the pain so he pulled out. it was a great night....to which I hope will happen again----maybe he'll call this summer and ask if we can get together and have some fun....i would even call my friend trey and he could call mac......seeing as though 3 weeks ago me and trey did the exact same thing.

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