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I was 14 when my family did a trip to visit relatives in Arkansas. The farm house we stayed in was big with several bedrooms. I shared a room with my 17 year old cousin for the two weeks we were there and we both slept in his double bed. The last night was the hottest and muggiest of our stay and my cousin commented about how hot and sweaty he was, then said he was going to sleep nude. It sounded good to me, so I stripped down and got in bed too. We slept with just a sheet over us. I fell asleep pretty quickly, but was awaked around midnight because my cousin was laying right next to me. I noticed that his _____ was pressed against my side and he was breathing pretty heavily in my ear. I was a virgin, but his hot breath on my face and ear coupled with his hot _____ against my side got me revved up and my _____ got big. I am not sure how he knew I was awake and interested, but he started to draw circles around my right nipple with his finger and planted wet kisses on my ear until my nipples got hard and I moaned. I had no idea what he meant when he said "I am horney as hell", but I said I was too and turned over to face him. We kissed and frenched while we both ran our hands over each other. I thought I would die when his hand was finally on my _____. I was too shy to take his till he asked me to. He told me he had wanted to hold my _____ since he first saw it as I changed into PJ's that first night. I told him that I had always wanted him to hold my _____, which would have been a lie an hour earlier, but seemed like the truth at that time. He then asked if he could kiss me. I said yes, but he said, "No, I mean KISS YOU". and I said yes again. He started kissing his way down my body, stopping to suck and nibble my tight nipples. He got to my wet _____ and kissrf it tenderly several times before taking it in his mouth. I was ecstatic and he knew it. As he worked me with his lips and tongue, I felt him also working his body around until his _____ was over my mouth. I came as his salty head slipped past my lips. He swallowed my cum before he let my flacid _____ slip out of his mouth with one last kiss. He was in my mouth for another 20 minutes and he took my hands to place them on his nipples at first, but finally onto his butt. I had no idea what to do until he took one hand and placed my middle finger in his mouth, working it around awhile for good lubrication. When it was on his hairy ass again, I knew to slip that finger into his crack. He came immediately and collapsed next to me, moaning as I swallowed his cum. He was my first and only male lover. I often wonder what would have happened if my family hadn't left the next morning. At least I still have wet dreams with him.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Truth or Dare?!?!

It all started as a dare, there were four girls and one guy, we were sitting on my friends bed and we were bored, so we decided to play truth or dare. I had to start, I was really bored so I got my two friends to kiss eachother, basically it started from there, I kiss my friends all the time and it is great, there was one night, when I was with my friend and her fiancee, her and him went into the bedroom, and she told him about what had happened with the dare, he was really excited and told me to join him and her in the bedroom, so I did, before long we were all kissing and doing things, he told me to eat her so I did and I had the most amazing orgasm ever. I have never had such a good kisser as her and I probably never will, All I can say is I'm not a lesbian and I can't say if I am bi or not, but we do enjoy good times together!!!! I love her in a different way now and we are way closer, thanks to the truth or dare................

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Varsity Celebration

My junior year in high school, a bunch of us went up to a cabin to celebrate after a victory against our biggest rival school. The cabin belonged to the parents of one of my team mates and he had gotten permission to do this. We all had permission to spend the night, but I don't think any of our parents realized that there would be no adult supervision. Needless to say, there was a bunch of beer and booze. Round 2 AM we were all feeling no pain. I don't know how it happened but the QB and another player got into some arguement and the QB . The QB shouted "Get Blown" and the other guy said sure and dropped his pants. Everyone was looking to see what would happen. The QB looked nervous, but also didn't want to be shown up by this other guy. He went over and went down and started to suck the other guy off. Now that guy looked nervous, but saw we were all looking now, so he put his hands on his hips and stared out with a look of superiority...for awhile anyway. After a few minutes it was obvious he was enjoying it. A little later he moved his hands from his hips to his ass, holding it tight. Soon he was working his hips to get the most of it. Finally he came with a moan that filled the silent cabin. The WB got up looked the guy in the face and swallowed. We were all stunned for a minute. Then the QB dropped his pants and stood there waiting. He got his and I tell you there were wet pants all over the cabin. There were also a few more blow jobs that night, mine included.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Gary

Jim's "inspections" carried on through the summer holidays and my 12th birthday came and went. At the beginning of the Autumn term Jim started at my senior school and so we started seeing rather more of each other than we had during the previous year while we were at separate schools. We would often travel to and from school on the same bus and it wasn't long before the conversation got round to sex. By then one or two more of my classmates had started to get hair round their dicks and Jim was always interested in how much "progress" people had made. We would quite often both get hard while we were talking about this and usually we would end up feeling each others boners through our thin school trousers, taking care that no-one else could see us. Sometimes we would go back to Jim's house for the inevitable "inspection". During the Autumn term I noticed that my balls were getting bigger than Jim's as well. I found that I was popping boners at all sorts of odd times, particularly in the showers at school. In fact quite a few of my classmates seemed to get boners from time to time - it was no big deal - but mine were definitely getting more frequent. It was around this time that I started wanking every day and by Christmas that year it was every morning and evening, as well as when Jim wanked me during his "inspections". Then one day not long after Christmas it happened - I shot my first real cum! At first it was only a few drops of clear liquid, but Jim was very excited when I told him and couldn't wait to see for himself. After two or three weeks it had increased to a definite spurt and by the time Easter arrived I was shooting several spurts of thin white guy-cum two or three times a day.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Gusher

When I was 18, I had a job at a local motel filling pop machines. I got to swim everyday and was lean and brown. One evening I was on my knees filling a machine, when a really big guy with a towel wrapped around his waist came walking up. Since I was on my knees, my eyes were level with his crotch and all I could see was this big thing swaying back and fourth under his towel. I suspect he was a little hard just from swinging free under the towel, but I couldn't help but stare. He surely saw me because after he got his drink, he invited me back to his room for a drink. At 18, that was cool, plus I was curious to see if he'd still be in his towel... he was. When I came in he told me he'd just had a shower and handed me a tall Jim Bean. When he flopped on the bed his towel rode up giving me a peak of the biggest uncut penis I'd ever seen, and these huge balls that just kinda rolled off the bed and hung there. He told me it was lonely on the road and that he got horny as hell and would take what ever he could to get his rocks off. He told me if I wanted to I could take a shower since I'd been working all day. I knew he wanted me to get naked and I wanted to. So I undressed slowly, watching his big penis, get larger and his dick head slowly beginning to poke out of his foreskin. As I slid my pants off I let him see my dick which was also heard, pop up in the air, finally free from my pants. I then bent over, kinda of half squatting like I was placing my clothes on the floor, giving him a view of my butt and balls hanging down. When I turned back around he was off the bed walking toward me,his _____ was about half hard at6 inches long, bobbing up and down while his balls were swaying back and fourth. I didn't know what he was going to do and I couldn't take my eyes off his giant _____. He was smiling as he walked behind me and I felt his big thing, push up against my back as he reached around and wrapped his towel around me. His hands slid under the towel and both of them enclosed my dick and balls in a cocoon of warmth. It felt so good I was trembling and I laid my head back against his chest. I slid my hands behind my back and felt his penis, which by now was fully hard and 9 fat inches long. I was so amazed that I turned around to look at it. He was so tall that I was staring at the middle of his chest and his penis stuck so far up and out that it was to the middle of my chest. Since it was so close I put my trembling had on it and he sighed. It felt hot to the touch but smooth and velvetly. I tighted my grip and moved the skin back and fourth and it grew even bigger. I cupped his balls with my other hand and they felt so big and squishey. He gently pushed me back onto the bed to where I was sitting,looking up at his magnificent straining penis, leaking precum. He told me to let go a second and when I did, he pushed his penis up against my face and moved his hips from side to side so his hardness rubbed back and fourth across my face. I was so excited I didn't know what to do. I was so scared but he was so nice. He held the back of my head and moved his penis against my face so that his dick slid to the side of my face and his balls were pressed against my mouth and nose. I smelled soap and musk. I opened my mouth and licked at them and felt the weight of his balls and his crinkley short hairs on my tongue. I was so excited. He pulled my head back and told me to stick my tongue out. When I did, he pushed his huge, 9 inch pick over my tongue and into my mouth. I reached up and fondled his balls as he slowly pushed his penis into my mouth. I guess he was waiting for me to gag, but it felt so neat I didn't think about it. Besides, Only about half of it fit. His breathing was heavier and I thought he might be getting ready. It was so erotic the way he moved so slowly and let us both enjoy the moment. He pulled it out of my mouth and took my hands away from his balls. He knelt down in front of me and I felt his balls slid down the lenght of my leg and come to rest on my foot. They felt hot and heavy laying there, and I could lift my foot and jiggle them around. With his hands, he pushed my chest so that I had to lay back down, and raise my rock hard, leaking penis straight up in the air, pointing right at his mouth. He smiled and said he was too close ejaculateming and that I was so sexy he wanted to make me ejaculate first. He moved his head down to my penis and licked the lenght of my penis, from balls first, all the way up my shaft, licking extra around the head of my _____. He slid one hand to steady it and I felt him slid his other hand under my balls and begin to lightly bounce them up and down. With his other hand, he started bouncing my penis off his tongue. First he'd bounce it a few times, then he'd let it slid across his face, then circle it back into his mouth. He was a pro and I let loose with the biggest, gushing orgasim I'd ever had. I looked down to see him smiling as I my first ejaculate shot out across his face and ran down the side of his face, dripping onto my stomache as another shot of white hot, thick cum shot across his eyes and nose and hung, as another wave of pleasure shot onto his tongue. He continued lapping it up, smiling and encouraging me to let it all out. Finally, as by muscles begin to relax, he gently laid my softning penis on my stomach and told me to wait. He came back toweling his face off and straddled my chest, big musclely thighs penning me to the bed. I looked at his powerful,huge penis, which was standing 9 inches out from his body, seemingly to grow out of a thick thatch of pubic hair, his balls hanging so low they were dragging across my chest. When you're 18, you're ready to go in minutes and I was. I knew he wanted me to please him the way he'd done me. While I wasn't completly sure what to do, I gave it a drunk, 18 year olds try. I reached up with my right hand and tightly gripped his penis, about an inch from his big, purplish, shining head and started jacking him back and fourth, watching the foreskin release the head and then cover it back up. I reached under him with my left hand, and grasped his balls, cupping them and feeling them begin to tighten in my hand into big hard rocks. As I jacked him, I made my hand vibrate up and down, which made him groan in appriciation and made his heavy balls bounce up and down in my hand. I pulled his heard penis down to my mouth and let him push it in as far as it would go. This time, there was even less of it I could take, but I was trying. He started hunching my mouth and I gagged. He pulled it back out, and the way I was laying there, his dick was about two inches from my nose. He told me to make him cum now! I started wacking his penis harder and he said he was going ejaculate. When a hard penis is two inches away from you nose, you have a fantastic view. As I was doing my best to please him, I saw and felt a fine mist spray out of the head of his penis, before I could register surprise at this, he followed up by blasting a thick, ropy strand of pearly white man juice right into my face. Never had I felt a man dropping his load into my face before.It was heavy and wet, with a slight Jim Bean smell to it. I really didn't have a lot of time to think because another shot it me right between the eyes, dripping down into my hair. I know now that the more excited a man is, and the longer you tease him up, that when he finally climaxes, the load is gigantic! His was wave after wave. While it was shooting and dropping in my face and hair, I open my mouth and got rewarded with thick squirts down my throat. This was another first for me. It must have felt so good to him that he put his hands down beside my head and literaly screwed my face with his penis and I let him. When he was finally through, he rolled off and I went to the br to look at myself. I was amazed at the amount of sperm that was in my face and hair. To this day I get hard thinking about it.

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