CONFIDENTIAL HOMOSEXUALITY
ARCHIVE NUMBER 20
gay Experience
Male-Male Sex
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I started masturbating when I was very young and so when I was getting ready to leave for college I was aware that I would not be able to do it in my bed because of my roommate and I thought I would have to sneak around and do it in the bathroom or when she wasn't there. My roommate turned out to be a very overweight girl who was a total virgin and we didn't have very much in common. I went to parties and she pretty much stayed in and kept to herself. I did as I planned and masturbated in the bathroom, on the toilet or in the tub, but it wasn't the same as being able to relax in the bed and do it. One night I came back to the room from a party and the lights were out but I saw her moving and when she saw me she stopped moving and she was jusy looking at me. I had been drinking and I asked her what she was doing and she said nothing, but I suspected she had been masturbating. I was feeling very horny and I decided to see what would happen if I undressed in front of her. She tried to avert her eyes but I could tell she was admiring my breasts. I started a coversation about sex with her and she had already told me she was a virgin but I asked her if she had ever had an orgasm and she said yes. Then we started talking about masturbating and she told me she had only done it at school when I wasn't there and she admitted that's what she was doing when I got home that night. I moved to her bed and discovered she was wearing a t shirt with no panties and I asked her if she would suck my nipples while I finished her off. she did, and it felt so good. She said no one had ever touched her there before. She also rubbed me and brought me to orgasm and I sucked her nipples and I could tell she really liked that as much as I did. After that we masturbated together a lot, we had oral sex and I also got on top of her and rub my clit against hers, we were always so wet and that would get us both off fast. Mostly I think she just wanted me to sucks her tits, which were huge, so I liked that. I still think about those times now and I masturbate thinking about how intense it was to get someone off who had never been touched before.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: finally

i saw him once and I wanted him. I started going to his school we became friends.we were both 17. we all started to go out parting together and we became close . he soon started asking me if I wanted to sleep over. I did. all week long I would wait for friday so I can sleep over. he slept in just underwear me in my boxers and a shirt. I would stare at him in his sleep iwas in love. I picked up some clues here and there. but nothing happened until one weekeend he washome because he had recently broke his leg. so I spent the whole weekend at his house. we were wathing porn and I noticed he was hard wich turned me on he saw me looking then he saw my hardon. and thats where it all started I finally got to taste him, feel his lips on me ,have him in me , and me in him it wasnt just sex it was making love we went all night and all day while his family was at his bros baseball game and all that night it was wonderfull I was so happy to have him especially the kissing I love his lips. now every friday night is just for us

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: grlfantasy

When I was 12, my friend and I were playing in her room. We would play with Barbie dolls and role play about boyfriends and sex. We decided to role play with eachother. So, we pretended we were a boy and a girl on a date and peacticed french kissing each other. I guess that was my first real kiss. Then I took off her shirt and we were just groping eachother, when I unsnapped her bra. When this happened she puled back and asked me what I was doing. Embarassed, I appologized and helped her fasten her bra back. The next weekend, we had a sleepover at her house. We were both in nighties and were laying on her bed calling boys. We got bored with that and started to play our little role playing game again. We sat facing eachother with our legs wrapped around each other. We kissed and then she began touching my nipples where I wasnt wearing a bra. I didnt say anything, I just let her do it. I began to touch her and imitate everything she did to me. We stopped when her Mom said through the door that it was time to turn the lights off. We layed next to eachother in the bed and I think we both pretended to fall asleep and our hands found thier way to eachother's panties. We rubbed the outside of eachother's panties for awhile feeling the warm wetness soaking through untill we both became brave enough to slip our hands down inside. First it was gradual, untill we reached eachother's clits and the dampness between our legs. I had never felt someone else's before. It felt so strange and wonderful at the same time I was feeling what she was doing to me. We took ourpanties off and she got on top of me. me rubbed ours clits together untill we came. Niether one of us had hair there yet so it felt just so smooth and soft. Oh, I can almost still feel it now. I never had another experience with a girl again. She moved away soon after that but I think about it all the time and I'm married now, but my husband knows I am interested in women. It's only a matter of time now untill it happens again and this time I will be ready. Now before we have sex, he watches me masterbate as I think of women untill I come.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Old Friend

I am a young man-married with children. I can't believe how compelled I am to submit my story. I've been masterbatting since I was 12 usually atleast once a day -durring my single days sometimes 2-4 times a day. any way I seem to be unable to go a full week with out doing it at least once a week- along with my intimacies with my wife. Masturbation is my personl attention in the morning. I long to feel the sheets against my naked body- to feel my muscles tense and relaxe over and over again until my cleansing has finished. My first experience was with a cousin . he asked me what I would do with a women . I was 11 and had no clue .he then told me what he would do. I didn't understand so he showed me his penis. I couldn't believe one cold get so big and so hard. I was driven to touch it . I couldn't let that sight go and when I began to experiment my self I became addicted to my parts. i've done it every where and feel the urge just sharring this experience. My sexual life is strictly straight, but in my alone time I am BI and stuck on hairy chested men, me, and my wife. It's interesting how I'll tell complette strangers -- happy stokes.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Keeping track of yourself...by Still Curious

A group of kids from the neighborhood, ranging in age from eight to nine, took a walk along the creekbed near the park one day and found there was an almost room-size place, with no door of course, that we could all fit into. We did just that. Next thing we knew someone said we should take our clothes off and we followed the suggestion. So here we are, eight little untrained boys, staring at each other and wondering what to do next. We started with just touching each others' privates and soon found it was much more to have a penis in your mouth, so we all took turns doing that. After we got home that evening, someone told their parents and we all ended up getting lectured about our behavior. It didn't matter to me, I had been awakened to the taste of other males and was intrigued by it. Fortunately, so was my best pal, and we kept at it for at least three more years before my family moved and we were split up. Looking back now, I can more clearly understand how real gay behavior had an affect on my entire life.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: By Still Curious

Once we had made the move to another city, things slowed down for a while. Then I went over to a new friend's house to play one afternoon when I was about 13. We sprayed each other with the hose, wearing only our underwear and then he told me to follow him into the backyard shed. After removing our shorts, it appeared to be a masturbation session until I made the first move and kissed the end of his penis. He put his head and said "Nice" while I performed real honest to goodness oral sex on him until he let out a moan and his juices flowed into my mouth. For the first time ever I saw the light for real as I swallowed and tasted him. About that time his mother called him and we had to put our shorts back on to go outside again. But this was only the first of many experiences between the two of us, regardless of the fact that I was always the giver and he the receiver. It died out when we hit high school and girls became the trend.

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