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Homosexuality Experience
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Mother Nature certainly has things figured out. It appears (to me anyway) that animals, humans included, are fully capable of "discovery" on thier own with no instruction book or "friendly" guidance. My discovery with myself and then with others is probably quite typical. Thanks to your web site I also discovered that I was very normal in the phases I went through. As far as I can remember, my first orgasm was on a warm summer day when I was about six years old. I guess I might have been tired or lazy when I decided to rest by laying face down over the bumper of an old (1940's) black car. It was warm and quite restful when all of a sudden I felt an increasing tightness, like a muscle kink which felt really neat. It was a constant (non pulsating) feeling and my reaction was to press my hips further into the bumper. There was no erection and it only lasted a short time, maybe ten seconds. I had no idea what it was and although it was very unusual, I liked it and thought of it as my "good feeling". The next ocasion was about a year later. I had a habit of always sleeping with some of the covers or a pillow tucked between my legs. One morning I was barely awake when the "good feeling" came again. It was a constant "kink" with a fantastic feeling of wonderment. Sometime in the following year I discoverd erections and how good it felt pressing a pillow between my legs. One day I was face down on the bed with a pillow under my hips. I discovered how neat the feeling was when I reached back behind me and with both hands, pulled the pillow which applied downward pressure to my penis. The feeling was very nice causing me to increase the pressure. Suddenly that "good feeling" hit me like in previous years. I remember noticing a slight (ejactulitive) pulsing and just a hint of fluid on the pillow. THAT was the day I realized that I could repeat and control this wonderful feeling. Me and my pillow became great friends! The next stage in my awarness came a few years later. I was heading home from a movie in the late afternoon when I came across a small crowd of people watching a fire being put out by the fire department. A man struck up a conversation with me. He was maybe about 25 years old and asked if he could walk with me as I went home. During the 15 minute walk, we had a good conversation. When the time came to part, he asked me if I would like a b/j. I asked him what a b/j was and he said lets go over there and I'll show you. At this point, I felt a bit uneasy and told him that I was expected home right now. We parted and the next day at school, I asked some guys what a b/j was. I though it was quite interesting! About a year later, I was more mature and aware of ejaculating. I had "graduated" from the pillow and masterbated by simply applying a constant downward pressure on my penis. It wasn't unusual for me to do this in a movie theatre. The only discomfort was wet underwear. About this time, I must have been 11, I was at home with one of my best friends. He was maybe a year older than me. I always admired his (clothed) body which I considered very well proportioned. On this first ocasion, we were talking about general things and all of a sudden he simply says... if I washed my c--k would you suck it? I remember not hesitating a second and said SURE! We took turns sucking each other and eventually both of us had come and we used a towel to clean up the mess. We continued to do this for about two years. One day he was overnighting at my place and in the morning, I reached over to touch him and he put my hand aside and said he didn't want to do it anymore. In a short time he became distant and we eventually went our separate ways. I figure he probably had been questioning is "sexuality" and maybe felt guilty. Myself, I certainly enjoyed our experience and will never forget the smell of whatever kind of soap his family used. As time went on there were other sexual encounters with male friends and even the odd stranger. Oddly enough, in each and every case I was the one being approached. Although it was always enjoyable, being shy I always yearned to have sex with a girl and there were times when I wondered if there was something "wrong" with me. All of a sudden, for no apparent reason, at the age of about 21 I was suddenly having sex with a FEW girls! I quickly became more outgoing and less shy and continued to enjoy the odd romp with both male and female encounters. Later I got married (still am) with two great girls and a fantastic wife. In spite of this, I still have male to male desires and have have had a few MM encounters but I try to keep myself in check. I find as I get older it is more difficult. To this day, I usually masturbate while thinking of my male encounters. I think I'm probably more gay than str8 but I consider this an asset that has allowed me to enjoy more of life's experiences.

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