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THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Only for so long

I have been married since 19 to the same man who has now been a paraplegic for a little over 4 years. He, unfortunately, lost all sexual function in his accident. Up until then we had been very sexually active. Every since, I have masturbated regularly, but I fantasize about how great it used to be. You don't know how much you are going to miss intercourse until you can't have it anymore. My husband has tried to satisfy me both with his hands and orally, but he gets zero out of it because he has absolutely no sexual feeling. For some time now, I have been thinking about just going out for a one night stand and get caught up for 4 years of frustration. I'd never been unfaithful and wasn't sure I would go through with it, even if I decided to do it. Well, even though I really didn't want to "stray" the feelings just got the best of me and I decided to do it. I decided to go to a neighboring town to a dance place I had heard of and see how it worked out. As I was getting dressed and putting on underwear, I had the strangest feeling that I didn't think I could let a strange man remove my panties, so I decided that it might make it easier if I just didn't wear any. So I wore a dress with nothing under it and went out. It was really strange going in and then dancing with some men I really didn't know, but I was really wanting to have intercourse and not wearing underwear under a dress just added to my sexy feeling. Well, to make a long story short, I did meet what I considered to be the right guy. We went to his place and I really enjoyed having sex. We had intercourse 3 times that night and I did get caught up. I feel guilty that I did it, but I can't say that I won't do it again when the need builds up like it did before. Meanwhile,I am still masturbating regularly and I hope it is all I need. My husband will never know anything at all about what I did.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Summer Secrets

I have been masturbating since I was 6 years old. I still fantasize about the way in which I found out about its pleasures. As a child, I used to spend summers staying with my grand-parents in the country. There were 2 other girls I hung out with. One was my age, and the other I guess, was 12 years old. We used to go bike riding, swimming in the local river, or playing in the hay-barns. These barns would be full of bails by mid-August, and we would climb up them to the very rafters and make camps in them. Moving the bails and creating rooms and passages with seats and benches. We would spend all day up there, taking picnics with us. As you might imagine, it would get very hot up there, and we would often strip down to our pants only, running and crawling around our den. On this particular day, it was VERY hot and humid, and we had stripped off as usual. Amy, the elder of the the trio, often disappear into one of the rooms telling us not to follow her. On this one occasion, Sarah and myself had become bored waiting for her to return, so after a few minutes we crawled through the tunnel into Amy's room. As we entered the chamber, Amy was sitting on a bail, with her pants off and her hand between her legs. She stopped when she saw us and got us to come in, telling us if we were to stay, we had to take our pants off too and that she would tell us a special secret. Neither of us having any hang-ups both obliged, wanting to know something from our elder friend. She got us to lie down while she inspected us between our legs. Sarah was first, so I got to watch what Amy was doing. Sarah lay down and Amy gently opened Sarah's legs, spreading her lips with one hand and touching between them with a finger of the other. Amy kept on asking Sarah if it felt nice and she kept on nodding. I was beginning to feel a warm feeling between my legs - Something I'd never felt before. I could see Amy playing with Sarah, gently putting her finger inside Amy. I couldn't wait for my turn and started to copy what was being done to my friend. Amy looked over, seeing what I was doing and got me to lie down next to Sarah. I did as I was told and felt Amy's hand moving between my legs, playing with me, giving me feelings I had never experienced before. I felt a warm, wet, glow spreading deep inside me. I felt myself begin to shake and I couldn't control my legs. It felt amazing. At the same time, I could see and hear Sarah obviously going through the same feelings. After a while, we all recovered and realsied we had all become a lot closer, knowing a secret that we shared again and again over the that summer and the next few years.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: Divorced

I just started masturbation, and although I certainly knew about it, I never once even considered indulging in it until a very short time ago. Then I started to get interested to see how others felt and dealt with it, because I always thought it was somehow not acceptable. I'm in my late 20's and recently divorced. My daughter, an only child, is nine, but she actually is the reason I started masturbation. I walked into her room and caught her masturbating on her bed one afternoon when she came home from school. I was appalled and sharply told her that it was not acceptable behavior and stop masturbation. She broke down in tears, told me she's been masturbating for a long time, and it really helped her feel better since her dad and I split up. I had absolutely no comeback. I started to cry, feeling guilty, and then realized it had been over a year since I had sex, and missed it very much. But my daughter was only rubbing herself, and stupid me thought masturbating was using fingers or objects inside the vagina. I can't believe my 9-year-old taught me how to orgasm. I had my very first one that night, remembering how she did it, just quickly rubbing up and down between her legs. I have never thanked her, but I have since apologized and told her that after finding out more about it, it was OK if she wanted to masturbate. But it was private, and I promised I would never come into her room if her door was closed.

THE FOLLOWING CHAPTER WAS BY: It's in my head

They say that the brain is the biggest sex organ. when I masturbate many things are happening at once....apart from the physical pleasure, I find the thought of making love to an old boyfriend (one that I particualrly liked but didn't have sex with) helps me considerably....apart from many others such as thinking about a hot man I saw or met recently. I would be interested to hear what thoughts, fantasies and images go through the minds of others as they masturbate. I for one know that the stronger and more intense the image in my head the faster and stronger I orgasm.

THE FOLLWOING CHAPTER WAS BY: Anonymous

JUDGE YE NOT LESS YE BE JUDGED

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