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SEXUALITY: In-Between
GENDER / STORY TYPE: Male Masturbation
TITLE: Too much is possible..

I can remember the first time I jacked off, It was actually after reading about masturbation in a book my mother gave me titled 'Boys and Sex'. I was 13. I took to it like a kid in a candy shop, and have been continously masturbating through High School, College and I continue now as an adult. My frequency averages at least 3-4 time a week, with those freak days of 2-3x. It's an amazing sensation sexuality, I get aroused easily. I also think the human body is beautiful and love just letting it all hanging out, I could live in a naturist colony for sure. It's humorous to read in this site the LDS recommends working out to distract one from masturbating.. hmm that makes me more aroused, sweaty and pumped. I at times have even used that as an excuse, no masturbating until you've worked out today. As I look back through the years I have had a handful of girl friends, nothing serious, and a couple of experimental one night stands with guys. I am a pretty anal person at times analyzing more than neccessary. I don't pick up on the clues women give, because I'm not a mind reader and it seems dating can be such a mind game. I feel that I surely have self esteem problems, and that I am a shy person when it comes to meeting new people. My reasoning to why I don't have a girl friend and that I havent been laid in years is because I project sexual activity into a relationship immediately. This may stem from a high sex drive created by my habitual masturbation or just the nature of being male. Whichever, I have created this safety_____ or illusion that it's not worth being turned down by a lady if I can simply go home and bust a nut myself. I know it's not the same thing and sure I feel guilty, but I seem to have created this vicious cycle. I have also created this need for love or physical attention anyway I can get it even if it means with a same sex encounter. It's already an akward situation so it might be easier to get laid quicker. I'm not looking for a gay relationship I'm just looking for a companion. I must feel masturbation is distracting me from relationships otherwise I wouldn't have surfed the web today to find this site. I will attempt through the month of August to not masturbate. Let the fire and desire build up and burn stronger, suck it up and try asking some girls out. It will be a whole new world, one I will welcome with open arms not soley open palms.

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TITLE: Anonymous

I love to masturbate and have sexual experiences all by myself, once I thought to right the story of my masturbation experiences. It turned me so on, that I decided to share it! I started with my 13. I saw my friends masturbating but I was to shy (and now too) to masturbate in front of them. Once, with all my family sleeping I went to the bathroom and decided to masturbate. It was great. The starting faze, stroking when I liked. I remember in this faze to have posters of naked women and cum for them. The next that was the faze of discovers. Started with anal discover. I wanted to now how was it have something inside my ass. I started to my fingers, but wasn’t enough. So I tried with some objects. The first was a pen. Was good but a different thing of stroking. After I putted ice cubs, pencils, etc… nothing big. At same time was starting a curiosity of my “organic liquids”. I thought: “They are mine, maybe aren’t so bad”. First I tasted my pre-cum. I enjoyed that. Once I putted my legs up, my _____ in direction of my mouth and I pissed a little. It was warm but not bad. The curiosity was now bigger, so once I putted an ice cub in my ass, and after in my mouth. I was to nervous to remember the sensation. Another equal experience was with a chocolate. This anal “tasting faze” ends by once had the guts to taste my own excrements. That was really bad. I was starting seeing porno more often, and started to thought: ”How will be to have, like a woman, a dick in my ass?”, (is important to say that at this moment I haven’t a contact with gay stuff). So tried to putted big objects in my ass, like an egg, a banana, toys (for kids), even my own dick, but never reached to do it. I enjoyed very much. Once I remembered a friend of mine that said “If I can reach my dick with my mouth, I think there wasn’t so bad to taste”. So I tried, my legs up my face, my _____ near my mouth, but was to far to put inside my mouth. So I licked. After crossed my mind to cum to my mouth, and I did it. At beginning I didn’t like much, was hot, salty and viscose. But I continued, and once I really reached to putt all inside my mouth. I cummed suddenly, it was very cool! At this moment I can say that started the faze of the “wild” things. I tried to taste cum of different way’s, once I cummed to some strawberries and eat them. Another episode was to put some honey in my ass .My adreline was always to high to remember if was good or not, I jested thought in something that I never done and had to do it, like a challenge. One of the things that enjoyed in this time was to stroke out side. The first time was at middle of street in a raining day, nobody crossing, and pulled my clothes down and did it. I love the risk of someone seeing me masturbating. I tried in another places: at public bathrooms, at a bus, at beach, at the windows of my house. At the bus was really “wild”, more or less at 6 a.m., at a big and almost empty bus I went to the final part. Middle hidden I pulled my _____ out and stroked, until I cummed. The Internet has arrived to my home; I started to see more porno and having more wild thoughts. I saw some pictures of girls drinking cum by glasses. That was a very wild thing! I tried some times but after cummed I wasn’t so horny to do it. But I loved the smell of my _____ in the glass. Once I closed my eyes and drunk all to the end. After discovering some pictures of pissing, I thought to do the same with piss. I filled a glass, but just drunk a little. Over Internet you can find everything, I saw some gay pic’s that I didn’t like much but love the transsexuals. I think that will be wonderful, have a dick and _____ to play at the same time. I discovered the chat rooms, I started to enjoy to share my masturbation with other persons, men or women. Is impossible to say if the other persons are telling the truth but just the fact of imagine that they are doing or did the things that say turns me on. I like to do the game of the “orders”, the two persons give sexual orders to each other (nothing of BSD). Once I almost reach to an “orgy”, chatting with more the one person, at the same channel. I thing very horny is to see the same pic’s with the other person and masturbating at the same time. Once someone gave me a site, with different web cams, and was possible that you give orders to the persons that you were seeing, masturbating or making sex, it was very cool. Now I continue to enjoy going to the chats and once in while the anal masturbation.

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