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SEXUALITY: Undecided
GENDER / STORY TYPE: Male Masturbation
TITLE: Self-Control

SELF CONTROL -

My Story ------------

I've been masturbaing for over 10 years, im a student and still a virgin. For the first 6 years I enjoyed masturbation at some periods It was 4 times a day my 1st sexual experience was with my best friend (a guy)and had a girlfriend for a few months, I could have had sex with her but I did not love her and dont agree with just using her for sex. A few years after all my friends had lost their virginity I was getting depressed masturbating and being alone. Recently the issue of my sexuality has had a huge impact on my life, but theres still the question of What am I? How do I know what my sexuality is not ever having intercourse? People have tried to convince me that I am totally gay and others that Im just sexually frustrated and am letting my 1st experience unessesarily cloud my definitions of myself. Mum By the way im Bisexual ---------------------------

I told my mother I was Bisexual we have always been able to talk with each other, she seemed fine with it the 1st evening but spend the next day crying 'I was going to die from Aids and she would get no grandchildren' There were many different phazes she went through (i wont go into detail) I just want to say anyone who consideres telling their parents 'think very carefully on how you approach the situation' in the end you force other people to re-difine themselves as well, my mothers problem was she always felt she would be ok if I was gay or bisexual and it was a shock to herself that she wasnt. Now she accepts my life is my life , finally I have a freedom from my mother that I have requested for a long time, she can nolonger coreograph my life in her own mind LABLES -------

However personally It lead me to the conclusion that there is No Gay/Str/Bi lables its just about what feels right at the time, even a 'Str' guy will sleep with another guy after getting drunk and his inhibitions go. DESIRE DOESNT STOP, IT INCREASES ---------------------------------

There is no end to our sexual appitite (or any for that matter), it just doesnt stop itself. I realised eventually that It was quite literally a drug a physical act releasing chemicals into the brain to create a state of Mind. Its the same with Sugar, Coffee, Chocolate, Cannabis and even Pain killers. Then It hit me like a BRICK, we dont like to suffer, we dont like pain, but a huge problem is occuring in our society, as life becomes more luxurious we cant tolerate pain and anything that Slightly reduces our pain becomes mentally addictive. Masturbation is probematic because we dont have to sell our neighbours stero, in order to get our hit, its free, an unending source of Dopamine, there are no restrictions on it. But given our lifestyle if weve done it once we want it better the next time, so we may indulge in differnt types of masturbation to make the orgasam longer more powerful, It 'can' all become very negative. Its true we need to shoot our load unless we decide to become chaste but A Gun in the wrong hands is a dangerous thing Im not posting this to preach anything Im just want to give people something to think about seriously, rather than smutty fantasies of masturbation. hehe WHATS NEXT FOR ME -----------------

Well this is my story and this chapter wont end untill I find a loving partner to share intimate experiences with or give up sexual activity completely, who would be worth giving my virginity?, will it have been the wait? what will be the lesson learned? Only I will ever be able to answer these questions. I have always wanted my life to be meaningfull and I've analized my past and always think of my future and try to understand its processes, this has led me to the path of becoming a Monk (now if you cringed when you read that please relax Im not telling anyone to get 'spiritual') this is my story and my paths Which Today Lead me here to this site, I was looking for advice on stopping masturbation, But I know what I need to do (stop talking and start doing- er not doing). Once at a Party It was 2am in the morning I was lying down looking at the ceiling pondering existance as usual and smoking a ciggerete, I said "I haven't copped off with anyone tonight, but I've smoked enough ciggeretes to last me 3 weeks" A girl laughed and said "You could write a book" She had a boyfriend, and I thought to myself 'I really could write a book' What I've written may soon become the basis for such a book and im inspired to call it 'My Chapter' We all know what we should do, we have just become slaves to what we want to do -----------------------------

SEXUALITY: Heterosexual
GENDER / STORY TYPE: Male Masturbation
TITLE: High Jerkin'

My parents went on vacation and I had to stay ay my aunt's house. She worked at night so me and my 5 cousins were in the house by ourselves. My aunt's son smoked weed so he went to buy some and we smoked it in the bathroom. This was my first time smoking and I was really high. It was about 1 AM and a porno came on so my cousin thought we should have a jerkin contest. My cousin said that weed makes you horny, but for me, NOPE!! I ain't know what I was doing because I was high but I was jackin off with my hand in my pants, but my cousin just whipped his dick out. He was jerkin off like nobody was there. I was afraid to whip my dick out because I wasn't fully erect and my dick was smaller. Halfway through, I asked one of my other cousins for some lotion. They brung it to me and it still didn't work, I was 75% cocked so I just gave up. So a few months later my same cousins and I went to my older sister's house and we she got a big collection of porn. We popped one in and started to masturbate. This time I was 200% cocked and my penis was bigger than ever. Then I realized three things: weed messes up my masturbating, hardcore porn gets me off faster than cable porn, and thati work better when i'm not under pressure. I like masturbating to porn where I can see penetration and money shots.

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